This New Moon phase I am seeing anger, violent emotional upheavals, relationship complications, and lots and lots of them, from all sides of me, it reminds me of a tsunami wave threatening to pull me under and drown me in it. Friends, acquaintances, and neighbors are warring, lies, rumors, he said, she said, and a whole host of other vile poisons are being stirred in a huge pot of toxic brew. At present moment my best friend has pulled away and withdrawn and stopped speaking to everyone including myself, entirely, and it looks like that's going to be happening for awhile. While I am not the exact cause or the reason behind this person's feelings and actions, I am still being striped with the same paint brush and treated the same as the people causing the problems even though I have not done or said anything specifically to be of a part of it, I am somehow still seen as involved in it whether or not I have contributed to the chaos, and whether or not I really want to be involved does not seem to matter either. The fact I am on the right side of this current warzone is not really being considered or thought about at the moment?? I am still being cut off and excluded from a particular person's social circle. Whether it is to protect me from being hurt, or for some other reason, I have not discovered that yet. It hurts my feelings and I would be very mad if I did not already know about the situation causing the problems. I suppose I'll just have to ride out this wave of changes and hope I am still floating and relatively undamaged when it all crashes into the jagged cliffs of transformation and becomes something else, whether the transformation will be good or bad or what will really happen, I still don't know, that makes me feel insecure and I do not like the fact that I do not know where this is going yet, but I am sure to find out sooner or later. I have been watching the scenarios around me play out for awhile, from a reasonable distance and trying to not be directly involved, and I have always known that when push came to shove, I would get shoved whether I deserved any of it or not.
There is the possibility I might lose my friend, after two years of knowing this person, while I don't believe it will happen this way, it will hurt very much and this is the very last thing that I want to see happen. Still, I am mentally and emotionally preparing myself for in case it happens. Walls of defense and protection are being drawn up and secured as much as I can manage. There have been moments where I considered severing the bond myself, because things have become so complicated and stressful, people all around us keep meddling, gossiping and rumor mongering about why we are friends and what exactly the purpose of our bond is for, which causes friction and upsets and unhappiness, which is what everyone seems to want to see happen? If they are not happy, we can't be happy. There is also rumors, lies, and gossip and intrigues, social discord, and malcontent being spread like shark chum from other sides as well and this does nothing but add to the current issues I am seeing all around me.
I have no doubt I will see the waters of this tsunami grow very large and hit the walls of the transformational cliffs extremely hard over the next few days. the New Moon is October 4th and the effects will be felt for several days afterwards. The New Moon brings transformations, to get rid of old habits, bindings and barriers, situations, and people, and make room for new ones or to strengthen what already exists that needs reinforcement, breaking down the old boundaries, barriers and blockages and creating room for growth, and renewal. Sometimes this means that friendships and relationships die and fall apart , or are replaced with something or someone new and worthwhile, if it is mean to happen, a existing bond will deepen or shift from something it already is, into something it is supposed to be and those changes are often hard or difficult to process and understand and go through for everyone involved. What will be, will be, as the Goddess and God wish it to be, so it shall be, and we mere mortals can really do nothing but ride the waves and weather what is sometimes a violent and turbulent storm.
Sunday, September 29, 2013
Friday, September 20, 2013
Money Jinx Removal Spell
This coming two weeks I will be working on a spell to remove and banish monetary problems from my life, and just maybe bring in some better financial results. see, as of today, I am now convinced there is something wrong in my life as far as the financial situation goes.me recharging and re-consecrating my green spell bag apparently has not taken effect yet or did not work out as I had hoped? Today I went to pick up my last check from my old job, only to be told I could not have it until 4pm, and they are only releasing them on Fridays. I wasted money on a cab for nothing and I came home bummed out. I sent my friend out with a permission slip saying he could pick up my check for me, as he is supposed to be going to the same place to reapply for his job back. Let it be my current bad luck that he was not able to get to go like we both hoped. I'm not holding my hopes to high at the moment. He is also the same man whom is my best friend/romantic interest. the situation I wrote about in the last blog about his legal matters, was a success, as he was given a reprieve from his financial obligations and allowed two more weeks to work something out. we are still having ups and downs about when we get to see each other, how often, and keeping communication flowing, God and Goddess forbid a grown man should have a female friend and have any sort of a social life whilst living at home! If everyone else would keep their opinions and noses out of our personal business we might actually do better than what we have been. Perhaps I should consider a working to remove barriers and restrictions on that situation too, or just a overall banishing and reversing spell aimed at getting rid of everything and everyone that is blocking mine and his way from achieving a better financial and romantic status? the way things have and have not been going in either of our lives for awhile, I'm seriously considering it, to see if a little destruction of barriers, restraints, and problems wont do the trick.
One of my favorite spirits and Saint figures to work with as far as these things is concerned is Santisima Muerte. Otherwise known as Saint Holy Death. No one and nothing messes with her and her power over Death, and Transformation of all things is absolute and final. She also will bring back wayward spouses and lovers to stay ("until Death do us part".) and protect and guard you, your home, your family, friends, and your financial and monetary dealings if that is required. I seem to have particular success with working with her although I am not exactly of the same spiritual practices that she originates from. Apparently to Her that does not matter, if she likes and favors you for whatever reason, then she will work with you if you ask ever so nicely and make the proper offerings and petitions. Below is a picture of my altar with a Santisima Muerte banishing spell set up. In the far back right corner is a 7 day candle of Holy Death, in the center on the plate, is a handmade black and red candle that was inscribed with a spell to remove and destroy negative influences and aspects from my life, around the candle is a standard offering of white rice and rose petals, all around the plate was a cauldron of Graveyard dirt, incense of jasmine and rose to the Saint, a shot glass of Holy water mixed with Tequila, and a candle holder representing her image.
At the time I actually did this particular spell, there was some very negatively charged issues concerning family matters happening in my life at that moment, and I wanted rid of it. I will never know this for a fact, of whether what I did with this spell had any direct effect on the events that transpired the pre dawn hours of the next day, or perhaps Her Holiness decided on her own that this was going to be the only solution to my problems?? Let us say that the situation and the person that the situation was centered around was permanently removed from my life in the most final of ways. Ask Death to remove a person or situation, or to transform the situation into something less troublesome, and she most certainly will, and sometimes she will cause the effects to be deathly permanent whether or not that might be what you specifically asked for or desired, or maybe sometimes what She decides to do is really the only best course of action, and to Her it will be done as she sees will be in the best interest of all concerned, and to complete the tasks asked of Her. I have seen many times that I have a bad habit that sometimes I get exactly what I ask for, although not always in the same manner or fashion that I originally requested. Gives credit to the old saying, "Be careful what you wish for.."
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One of my favorite spirits and Saint figures to work with as far as these things is concerned is Santisima Muerte. Otherwise known as Saint Holy Death. No one and nothing messes with her and her power over Death, and Transformation of all things is absolute and final. She also will bring back wayward spouses and lovers to stay ("until Death do us part".) and protect and guard you, your home, your family, friends, and your financial and monetary dealings if that is required. I seem to have particular success with working with her although I am not exactly of the same spiritual practices that she originates from. Apparently to Her that does not matter, if she likes and favors you for whatever reason, then she will work with you if you ask ever so nicely and make the proper offerings and petitions. Below is a picture of my altar with a Santisima Muerte banishing spell set up. In the far back right corner is a 7 day candle of Holy Death, in the center on the plate, is a handmade black and red candle that was inscribed with a spell to remove and destroy negative influences and aspects from my life, around the candle is a standard offering of white rice and rose petals, all around the plate was a cauldron of Graveyard dirt, incense of jasmine and rose to the Saint, a shot glass of Holy water mixed with Tequila, and a candle holder representing her image.
At the time I actually did this particular spell, there was some very negatively charged issues concerning family matters happening in my life at that moment, and I wanted rid of it. I will never know this for a fact, of whether what I did with this spell had any direct effect on the events that transpired the pre dawn hours of the next day, or perhaps Her Holiness decided on her own that this was going to be the only solution to my problems?? Let us say that the situation and the person that the situation was centered around was permanently removed from my life in the most final of ways. Ask Death to remove a person or situation, or to transform the situation into something less troublesome, and she most certainly will, and sometimes she will cause the effects to be deathly permanent whether or not that might be what you specifically asked for or desired, or maybe sometimes what She decides to do is really the only best course of action, and to Her it will be done as she sees will be in the best interest of all concerned, and to complete the tasks asked of Her. I have seen many times that I have a bad habit that sometimes I get exactly what I ask for, although not always in the same manner or fashion that I originally requested. Gives credit to the old saying, "Be careful what you wish for.."
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Friday, September 13, 2013
Friday September 13, 2013
I could not think of a actual name of this post so I just typed the date instead. Tonight, right at this moment, I am working a financial assistance spell. I have decided tonight was a good night to recharge my green spell bag that was almost destroyed in the washing machine. I added some new money drawing powder, the now cleansed and blessed herbs, roots, stones, and other items I had in there, and a crucial and possibly potent ingredient of my own that I will keep to myself as it is very personal. I believe this was a approved gesture, since while I was invoking the Spirits I got a strong sensation inside and a pull of awareness. I have a smaller green bag I wear around my neck, and that got a charge too and I am wearing it at the moment and inhaling the fragrance of the anointing oil. my room smells like the "Money Blessing" incense I bought from the tobacco shop where the Indian lady works, it smells awesome and when I get a chance im stockpiling that stuff cause it seems to have a nice effect on my money drawing rituals. I would love to know exactly what was used to make the sticks with cause I have yet to find anything else that smells like that! Even though I am sitting here typing, I can feel energy and spiritual presence in my room, as I feel like I am being enveloped in it.
Below is a picture of the bag that I made and its the one that got washed. It is hand sewn, the cloth was hand dyed, beaded, and embroidered in green threads with runes and a dollar sign symbol. I know I did not sew the runes into it as well as I could have but considering I did it by hand I think I did a decent job. I tried actually selling some of these bags, as sachet bags for various uses, however that idea did not pan out. People around here are not so much into "Black Magic" and "Devil worship" and considering I live basically smack dab beside and around several Christian churches I guess I shouldn't be too surprised. It is so much so, in fact, that I recently had a neighbors toddler son come stomping up to me one recent Sunday and ask me specifically in a angry and demanding tone "Why don't you believe in God?!" Seriously how to answer this to a four year old child that still doesn't understand much except what his mother apparently does not try to teach him? The mother stood by and said not a word to her son for his behavior, whom was scowling at me intensely and demanding a answer. I replied that not everyone has the same religion as he does and that he should respect his elders a lot more and I went about my business and did not speak to his mother. I doubt anything I said would have made much difference anyway. I am a oddity in my little community..as I am the only known follower of a non Christian faith and my apartment is given a wide berth by most everyone that knows I do not attend the local churches, as if seeing a pentagram finger-drawn on the windows and doors was not enough of a obvious clue! At least it keeps away people that would possibly vandalize or cause mishaps to myself or my home. I wear my symbol with pride and I do not hide who and what I am and I don't care much about what the neighbors think or feel about having a "Satanic worshipping" witch living among them. Karma will hand them their dues eventually and I'm going to be the one cackling with glee when She does! That is possibly a silent bone of contention and a barrier between myself and my love interest, as he is a Missionary Baptist. He swears to me that he does not love me less or judge me for the fact that we are opposite religions and what I choose to believe is my business. we do not discuss our religious beliefs or differences of opinion, it is not something he wants to get into so I leave it alone and don't push it.
As I sit here and type, the incense has burned down, the candle I lit is still burning very brightly, and I can smell the anointing oil and money drawing powders I put inside the jar, its a standard 7 day jarred candle. I am still enveloped in the awareness of spiritual energies in the room, and the green amulet bag I have on is releasing its scent and charge onto my skin. I feel that I have succeeded in my request and that Higher Powers are listening to me tonight. I am hoping by the Full Moon I will see a definite sign of this. Tuesday, there is a important meeting my love interest has to attend that will decide his fate for a month. I have requested that meeting goes well as he owes some money or possibly things will not go well for him, and I do not like the idea of what may happen if it does not. you will all be seeing a distraught and heartbroken blog post if this request of mine does not go as I have asked. I know I am technically not supposed to do any magick with my computer running or anything electrical running in the room, however, my computer is in my magickal space area and it gets included in the circle I cast, as there is really no avoiding it. It does not seem to really affect the outcomes of my spell work, and my computer is part of my money making tools so therefore for a financial aide spell I don't see the harm in including the table it is sitting on into my circle. I do turn it off occasionally when I am doing some serious Darker themed spells as I don't want anything negative or harmful possibly inhabiting my computer that should not be there. I don't see how it could be that demons or bad spirits or malevolent energies can manifest through a computer exactly, that seems to be a blown out of proportion idea made up by Hollywood. But it is a electrical current device which such entities could draw energy from in order to manifest their presences, so best to be safe than sorry. I think I have rambled maniacally enough. It is time to close my circle and put away my tools, and place my newly charged bag in a safe spot so it will never be washed again!
I bid you all Blessed Be and Happy Friday the 13th!
Below is a picture of the bag that I made and its the one that got washed. It is hand sewn, the cloth was hand dyed, beaded, and embroidered in green threads with runes and a dollar sign symbol. I know I did not sew the runes into it as well as I could have but considering I did it by hand I think I did a decent job. I tried actually selling some of these bags, as sachet bags for various uses, however that idea did not pan out. People around here are not so much into "Black Magic" and "Devil worship" and considering I live basically smack dab beside and around several Christian churches I guess I shouldn't be too surprised. It is so much so, in fact, that I recently had a neighbors toddler son come stomping up to me one recent Sunday and ask me specifically in a angry and demanding tone "Why don't you believe in God?!" Seriously how to answer this to a four year old child that still doesn't understand much except what his mother apparently does not try to teach him? The mother stood by and said not a word to her son for his behavior, whom was scowling at me intensely and demanding a answer. I replied that not everyone has the same religion as he does and that he should respect his elders a lot more and I went about my business and did not speak to his mother. I doubt anything I said would have made much difference anyway. I am a oddity in my little community..as I am the only known follower of a non Christian faith and my apartment is given a wide berth by most everyone that knows I do not attend the local churches, as if seeing a pentagram finger-drawn on the windows and doors was not enough of a obvious clue! At least it keeps away people that would possibly vandalize or cause mishaps to myself or my home. I wear my symbol with pride and I do not hide who and what I am and I don't care much about what the neighbors think or feel about having a "Satanic worshipping" witch living among them. Karma will hand them their dues eventually and I'm going to be the one cackling with glee when She does! That is possibly a silent bone of contention and a barrier between myself and my love interest, as he is a Missionary Baptist. He swears to me that he does not love me less or judge me for the fact that we are opposite religions and what I choose to believe is my business. we do not discuss our religious beliefs or differences of opinion, it is not something he wants to get into so I leave it alone and don't push it.
As I sit here and type, the incense has burned down, the candle I lit is still burning very brightly, and I can smell the anointing oil and money drawing powders I put inside the jar, its a standard 7 day jarred candle. I am still enveloped in the awareness of spiritual energies in the room, and the green amulet bag I have on is releasing its scent and charge onto my skin. I feel that I have succeeded in my request and that Higher Powers are listening to me tonight. I am hoping by the Full Moon I will see a definite sign of this. Tuesday, there is a important meeting my love interest has to attend that will decide his fate for a month. I have requested that meeting goes well as he owes some money or possibly things will not go well for him, and I do not like the idea of what may happen if it does not. you will all be seeing a distraught and heartbroken blog post if this request of mine does not go as I have asked. I know I am technically not supposed to do any magick with my computer running or anything electrical running in the room, however, my computer is in my magickal space area and it gets included in the circle I cast, as there is really no avoiding it. It does not seem to really affect the outcomes of my spell work, and my computer is part of my money making tools so therefore for a financial aide spell I don't see the harm in including the table it is sitting on into my circle. I do turn it off occasionally when I am doing some serious Darker themed spells as I don't want anything negative or harmful possibly inhabiting my computer that should not be there. I don't see how it could be that demons or bad spirits or malevolent energies can manifest through a computer exactly, that seems to be a blown out of proportion idea made up by Hollywood. But it is a electrical current device which such entities could draw energy from in order to manifest their presences, so best to be safe than sorry. I think I have rambled maniacally enough. It is time to close my circle and put away my tools, and place my newly charged bag in a safe spot so it will never be washed again!
I bid you all Blessed Be and Happy Friday the 13th!
Tuesday, September 3, 2013
Magic Spells Ecommerce Store.
Today I was wading through the dozens of promotional products on my ClickBank Marketplace and I found this one I like and I would like to share it with everyone, I looked at it and decided it is a promotion worthy product and worth the time its going to take me to share the link -->Check This Out! Magic Spells and Services! It would please me greatly if my audience would be so kind as to take a peek and see what is there to enhance and stimulate the magickal senses, I'm sure there shall be something that will pique interest and engage you all!
So ..a update on my apparently financially jinxed status from the last post.. yet again I was forced to take another day off from work, woe betide me tomorrow when I go in and hand in my flimsy excuse.. My childcare provider was unable to watch my son while I went to work..no sitter means no work, however I'm sure I'm not going to be able to keep handing in excuses and being pardoned from work like this, I was under a employee review as of week before last and I am sure that whole week of work I missed , plus today, has royally shot that review sheet full of holes! I am now seriously considering voluntarily resigning from my job and seeking other types of employment. It is now three days until the New Moon and I am thinking that I just might need a financial aide spell for a new job.
What exactly is compelling me to actually go against my own hardworking, nose to the grindstone nature? It is so not like me to abruptly decide I need a drastic change in priorities towards a career or project. I got a itching thought in my mind that I need to work on the books I have been trying to write, and to start on my Natural Health Consultation courses again, as I recently got a exam module through the mail and I still have not gotten to start on it. Somehow the exams and working on my books have suddenly appealed to me in a satisfying and resonating way and I feel as if I "need" to be doing something with that. So I'm going to go out on a really skinny limb and see if it will hold me up and I can actually finally get somewhere with the ideas brewing in my head. My home life is also seen to be suffering from my lack of attention, my child barely sees me and what time he does see me, I am tired, aggravated and emotionally worn out, cleaning the house and cooking dinner is done on a "when I feel like it" whim.. this kind of imbalanced disruption in my personal and private life is something I am starting to feel stressed and depressed over.
One more thing before I go and call it a night,.. found this cute little app for Android and downloadable to your computer for Galaxy Runes Pro, featuring your own personal rune casting at the touch of a screen! you can even "test drive" it on your computer to see what it does and how it works before you buy it! I have it on my computer its so neat to play with and learn from! here's the link --> Galaxy Runes Pro To all my readers, Blessed Be and have a great night!
So ..a update on my apparently financially jinxed status from the last post.. yet again I was forced to take another day off from work, woe betide me tomorrow when I go in and hand in my flimsy excuse.. My childcare provider was unable to watch my son while I went to work..no sitter means no work, however I'm sure I'm not going to be able to keep handing in excuses and being pardoned from work like this, I was under a employee review as of week before last and I am sure that whole week of work I missed , plus today, has royally shot that review sheet full of holes! I am now seriously considering voluntarily resigning from my job and seeking other types of employment. It is now three days until the New Moon and I am thinking that I just might need a financial aide spell for a new job.
What exactly is compelling me to actually go against my own hardworking, nose to the grindstone nature? It is so not like me to abruptly decide I need a drastic change in priorities towards a career or project. I got a itching thought in my mind that I need to work on the books I have been trying to write, and to start on my Natural Health Consultation courses again, as I recently got a exam module through the mail and I still have not gotten to start on it. Somehow the exams and working on my books have suddenly appealed to me in a satisfying and resonating way and I feel as if I "need" to be doing something with that. So I'm going to go out on a really skinny limb and see if it will hold me up and I can actually finally get somewhere with the ideas brewing in my head. My home life is also seen to be suffering from my lack of attention, my child barely sees me and what time he does see me, I am tired, aggravated and emotionally worn out, cleaning the house and cooking dinner is done on a "when I feel like it" whim.. this kind of imbalanced disruption in my personal and private life is something I am starting to feel stressed and depressed over.
One more thing before I go and call it a night,.. found this cute little app for Android and downloadable to your computer for Galaxy Runes Pro, featuring your own personal rune casting at the touch of a screen! you can even "test drive" it on your computer to see what it does and how it works before you buy it! I have it on my computer its so neat to play with and learn from! here's the link --> Galaxy Runes Pro To all my readers, Blessed Be and have a great night!
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