Hello to all and how is everyone? I have to say I am slowly recovering from a massive sinus /ear infection that has given me a right fit for the last few days. Right after we had that last huge rain come through my area I woke up to badly inflamed sinuses that went straight to my left ear which is prone to getting fluid build up and inflammation. I had chronic infections in the left side when I was a kid. The last five days I have either been asleep or barraging my sinuses and throat with various home remedies such as salt water, Echinacea tea, Eucalyptus leaf with honey and lemon tea, migraine medicine, and chicken noodle soup and various water based clear liquids, to get my head to clear. I feel ok so long as my head is cleared out and I can get the disgusting amounts of crud to come loose, yeah I know that is gross but if I don't get it to come clean out of my head and throat I will just be worse off and end up possibly going to the Dr. for tests and stronger medicines and I hate Dr. offices or hospitals where they stick you with needles, poke around and prod you and ask annoying questions and run 10 kinds of tests and make you take medicine that is artificially made. Why do all of that when I can just heal myself and do exactly what they would do and more naturally?
Yesterday finally I could breathe and the fluid in my ear is going down, but my left tonsil is still infected. Somehow I still have the energy, or just plain stubborn willfulness, to make myself take the 15 minute walk to the store, the nice autumn air feels good after being shut in for days, and then I came home yesterday from my brief outing I managed to clean the house and bomb my bedroom with a small cleansing ritual, which is where I have spent most of my time sick, I even stripped the bed and washed everything. Then I went straight through the house with the industrial strength antiseptic cleaner and whole house is getting blasted with a ritual cleansing to make sure the gross feeling negative energy is gone when I feel I have enough serious energy to do it right.. You can't really do magic or rituals when you are sick because your energy and defenses aren't up to par and it will not work out like you intend for it to.
I find it odd I was perfectly fine last Thursday, and then Friday morning came and after that I was 10 kinds of miserable and unable to do anything but make myself take medicine, slurp down a bit of scalding hot soup and liquids, and pass out cold asleep. My son is not sick either and at some point over the weekend I hazily remember taking a shower and today I really worked on the skin scrubbing because I felt like I had grime glued to my skin and hair. I am not the person that just suddenly comes down sick out of the blue sky either and I noticed when I woke up on the third day enough to notice anything normally that my house has a strange smell to it like it has been shut up and neglected too long and every room of the house feels contaminated with some unseen residue like someone or something took buckets of slimy crud and plastered the walls and everything with it. Imagine a huge slug crawling and leaving its slime trail everywhere that is the impression I got when I woke up this morning. The slimy gross vibe on me and in my house has to go and when I have enough viable energy to devote to a strong cleansing the negative vibe is going to be dynamited away.
I will update again soon, the New Moon is coming on Thursday, it is a partial solar eclipse and I really hope something good happens in the next couple days!! Bright Blessings to Everyone and I shall return!!
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