Tonight was the night for me to work on the money spell I told everyone about ages ago.. I think I have detailed a bit about how well it works in past posts on here.. to find out where to purchase yours go here >>Powerful Immediate Money Spell I cannot give you the exact directions or anything to this spell because it is not mine and I don't want to be sued for copying someone's work. Part of the spell's directions specify it has to be done on the actual day of "Friday before the Full Moon", and for months I have followed this direction precisely and have had very positive results! Honest to Goddess though, this spell kit was so far the best investment I have ever made for a magical item, and I usually do not buy them at all, it has proven effective and quite rewarding! I gave in this one time and purchased this spell kit months ago, it caught my eyes repeatedly everytime i went to this site that was what I kept going to look at, and I finally decided to find out what was so intriguing about it.. I guarantee if you purchase this spell kit from the fantastic lady that runs this website and follow the directions you shall not be disappointed! There are also plenty of other enticing offers and beautiful products on there and if and when I have more free cash to be buying then I will be making a lot more purchases!
Now..let's see if that Money spell works a like I asked it to this time? I asked for more kindle sales of my book The Darkened Path and for royalties to flood into my bank account, and for more book sales to come from purchases of the print copy located in CreateSpace. I already got the apartment I asked for last month,which was due from me using this spell kit and the directions, so now let this fantastic little spell work on getting some good money flooding into the bank! This one task about the book sales is the one thing I have yet to see happen yet and I am hoping that this time around that my Money Spell will manifest in a more positive direction towards that end finally! You all read my blog posts, and I offer you a chance to read about the past life of the person that is now typing on this screen, and find out what and whom helped to shape and mold me into who and what I am now, and what I will become. It's said that in order to transform, and experience Rebirth and Renewal, you have to know what it feels like to die inside, and be willing to witness the Death of everything you know to exist.
Another spell I worked on tonight was for a personal request and I saw a actual sign manifesting right in front of me as I was in the middle of reading the spell paper aloud. Saint Holy Death must have been in a obliging and favoring mood tonight and I hope that continues to be the case! I will not brag or boast that she likes me exactly but I will say that Her Deathly Holiness seems to have a unusually particular and macabre interest in working with me and she usually comes through quite well even if it takes her a bit of time to respond. Sometimes she is quick with a sign that she heard me and She is there, like tonight for instance, and then it might take a few weeks. I suppose that depends on how many souls she has to cross over the other side that week and, how many other thousands of her followers' petitions she has to listen to first. I imagine She stays quite busy! Picture this idea..a Omnipotent Spirit of all kinds of grim, fearful, and awe inspiring persuasions decides she wants to listen to, and work with a wispy and delicate little blonde that barely stands 5' tall. The why of that still eludes me but I suppose it is best to not directly question Someone that has the power to snuff me out like I am one of Her vigil candles in a hurricane. She could just as well decide She does not like me and is bored of me and one swing of her scythe and well I won't be sitting here typing anymore! I think it might be safe to say I will be here for many years to come and She is nowhere near done with her dark and occasionally creepy interest of me yet. I found this little Hispanic convenience store down from my apartment that has big novena 7 day jar candles made for My Deathly Friend, and I will be buying some of them very shortly. Tomorrow and the next 6 days I will see what She has to say and what she will do exactly about my latest petition.
I noticed there is a Blue Moon for July 2015!! That's double the Full Moon power for any spell done this month for the Full Moon, I will be the warning to everyone that reads this post..we have to be careful not to get over excited and zealous and ask for something we might end up regretting because a Blue Moon only comes about every three years. You'd be stuck with the regretful, painful outcomes or disasters resulting of your backfiring spell for three straight years before another Blue Moon comes and you can properly amend it. Do not do something foolish like summon a negative energy or will a bad situation on someone's head or some other potentially nasty and negative outcome. You and yours and everyone and everything around you will suffer immensely! Yes a regular Full Moon ritual would lessen the impact a bit should you decide you want to undo your problem, however the effects of a negative and backfiring spell done during a Blue Moon will continue to happen in your and other's life in some shape or form until the next actual Blue Moon occurs. I personally will only work spells on the first of the Full Moons, coming July 2-3 and skip the second one entirely and wait until August's Full Moon to give the potent dual Full Moon energy time to settle back down. So whatever you end and begin for July will have double the outcome or the consequences so really be careful what you're asking for this coming month you will definitely receive it and let us all hope that does not come back to bite you in the arse for a very long 36 moon cycles!! I will be back soon, it is 3:26am here, and i need to crash and try to sleep. Bright Blessings Everyone!
Saturday, June 27, 2015
Monday, June 22, 2015
New Beginnings for this past New Moon. Monday, 6-22-2015
Hello everyone and Bright Blessings! I finally have all of my things moved in, organized and situated, and we are now trying to resettle our lives into a new home and a new community. I put off doing any spell work until the Friday night before the Full Moon, the Full moon for July is July 2-3, 2015. My daughter Jasmin will be coming in to spend her summer vacation with me around that time as well and I have to make preparations for her too.
I have had a slight dilemma with how to set up the altar table in my bedroom, the directional positions in my room that correspond with the rising an setting of the sun and moon and the four cardinal directions are slightly off and I am having to improvise. My only window is facing North, when traditional altar tables are supposed to face East. I have to put the altar table against the North facing window because if I try to burn incense or candles on the eastern wall of my room, and without a cracked window then the smoke alarm in my bedroom will go off and I cannot have that. The smoke alarm just has to be wired in and attached to the East side of my room!! I suppose that so long as the tools that are being used on the actual table are placed in the right sections of the table and are facing the right directions then I guess that will just have to work until I can find another way to fix it. On the upside I have a fantastic view of the sun and moon rise and a very clear view of how to track the position of the sun and moon and a few stars. When the Full Moon rises and goes across the sky I will have moonlight bathing my room for the entire night and my tools, crystals, spell bags, spell jars, and divination items will get a fantastic lunar charging. This also makes a great backdrop to use for divination with water and crystals and mirrors during Full Moons because the moonlight will illuminate the tools and the entire table space for a long period of time. This coming Friday the 26th of June I have to redo the money spell and other attraction spells as it is the Friday before the Full Moon.
While I am happy I now have a new home and I live in a different community, there is something that weighs heavy on me, in that I have had to leave behind someone very close and meaningful to me and it seems as if that might be a permanent change for the both of us and it does not make me remotely happy. It's actually quite depressing and I feel a heavy and deep sorrow. Part of me really feels like that it is unfairly wrong that I am here without them, that they should be here with me, that somehow me leaving them behind is something that should not have to be and I have somehow made some mistake that I cannot or will not get a chance to go back and correct or change? What if I have irreversibly harmed and permanently destroyed my relationship with someone by doing something that was better for me? It very much seems to be, that every time I let myself be attached to someone for any reason, it inevitably happens that I end up having to leave them, or I am left behind, or something just happens to the relationship itself and it falls apart or slowly disintegrates and me or them ends up drifting away, or something dramatic and catastrophic happens and it violently explodes apart in a thousand non-repairable pieces.
I know that Goddess and God and all Higher Powers have their reasons for this and it is somehow in mine or their best interests but that doesn't mean it makes me feel better inside myself about my seemingly cursed inability to have and keep people in my life that actually mean something to me and I have strong feelings for. That maybe in the end, my feelings, thoughts and desires never really mattered to begin with, it's what's best for the Higher Purpose and the Higher Good of all of us, and my personal feelings mean very little towards the final outcome. Sometimes no matter how strongly or deeply you love or care about someone or something, it is still not good for you even if you don't always see how or why,and circumstances will come about to correct or change that to be in your best interest and Higher Powers will see to it that everything happens as it should. Your personal feelings sometimes really do not matter and will not change the outcome. It may hurt, make you deeply sorrowful or depressed, or make you feel deep anger and bitterness at the seeming unfairness of it all, but changes beyond your control will happen in the way it should and how it should given time. Sometimes you see or find out something down the road to make you see why it was the change happened when it did, and later you understand a lot more about why.
On my way to the store today, I saw a solitary crow, and oddly it reminds me of the same crow that used to live at the other apartment, in how it called out at me as it saw me walking and it flew by above my head, and it was usually the only one I ever saw and heard. I looked around again because I heard it and it was sitting on top of a light post and I am pretty sure it was watching me walk upstairs to my home. One morning during this past week, during my moving, I woke up early in the morning hearing a crow calling outside my window, which is on the top level of my building, it had sounded like it was really close to my window, maybe even perched on the outside of it. But at that time I was not awake enough to tell if I was hearing things or not and I went back to sleep, but now I know I was not hearing things! I recalled then ho it was that recently I had been having a thought cross my mind about the crow that lives at my old apartment complex and I was wondering to myself if crows will follow people they know to other areas? I would not be very surprised if I somehow discovered that the crow I saw today is the same exact one from the other apartment complex and it has in fact followed me here. Some people would think that is creepy or disturbing, but I would find it comforting, to know that at least someone wanted to be with me so much that it followed me to a new home, so it could watch over me and call out to say hello. Perhaps if it is the same one, then it brings a sign of something to come also, that soon a piece of the life I just left behind will soon follow?
I have had a slight dilemma with how to set up the altar table in my bedroom, the directional positions in my room that correspond with the rising an setting of the sun and moon and the four cardinal directions are slightly off and I am having to improvise. My only window is facing North, when traditional altar tables are supposed to face East. I have to put the altar table against the North facing window because if I try to burn incense or candles on the eastern wall of my room, and without a cracked window then the smoke alarm in my bedroom will go off and I cannot have that. The smoke alarm just has to be wired in and attached to the East side of my room!! I suppose that so long as the tools that are being used on the actual table are placed in the right sections of the table and are facing the right directions then I guess that will just have to work until I can find another way to fix it. On the upside I have a fantastic view of the sun and moon rise and a very clear view of how to track the position of the sun and moon and a few stars. When the Full Moon rises and goes across the sky I will have moonlight bathing my room for the entire night and my tools, crystals, spell bags, spell jars, and divination items will get a fantastic lunar charging. This also makes a great backdrop to use for divination with water and crystals and mirrors during Full Moons because the moonlight will illuminate the tools and the entire table space for a long period of time. This coming Friday the 26th of June I have to redo the money spell and other attraction spells as it is the Friday before the Full Moon.
While I am happy I now have a new home and I live in a different community, there is something that weighs heavy on me, in that I have had to leave behind someone very close and meaningful to me and it seems as if that might be a permanent change for the both of us and it does not make me remotely happy. It's actually quite depressing and I feel a heavy and deep sorrow. Part of me really feels like that it is unfairly wrong that I am here without them, that they should be here with me, that somehow me leaving them behind is something that should not have to be and I have somehow made some mistake that I cannot or will not get a chance to go back and correct or change? What if I have irreversibly harmed and permanently destroyed my relationship with someone by doing something that was better for me? It very much seems to be, that every time I let myself be attached to someone for any reason, it inevitably happens that I end up having to leave them, or I am left behind, or something just happens to the relationship itself and it falls apart or slowly disintegrates and me or them ends up drifting away, or something dramatic and catastrophic happens and it violently explodes apart in a thousand non-repairable pieces.
I know that Goddess and God and all Higher Powers have their reasons for this and it is somehow in mine or their best interests but that doesn't mean it makes me feel better inside myself about my seemingly cursed inability to have and keep people in my life that actually mean something to me and I have strong feelings for. That maybe in the end, my feelings, thoughts and desires never really mattered to begin with, it's what's best for the Higher Purpose and the Higher Good of all of us, and my personal feelings mean very little towards the final outcome. Sometimes no matter how strongly or deeply you love or care about someone or something, it is still not good for you even if you don't always see how or why,and circumstances will come about to correct or change that to be in your best interest and Higher Powers will see to it that everything happens as it should. Your personal feelings sometimes really do not matter and will not change the outcome. It may hurt, make you deeply sorrowful or depressed, or make you feel deep anger and bitterness at the seeming unfairness of it all, but changes beyond your control will happen in the way it should and how it should given time. Sometimes you see or find out something down the road to make you see why it was the change happened when it did, and later you understand a lot more about why.
On my way to the store today, I saw a solitary crow, and oddly it reminds me of the same crow that used to live at the other apartment, in how it called out at me as it saw me walking and it flew by above my head, and it was usually the only one I ever saw and heard. I looked around again because I heard it and it was sitting on top of a light post and I am pretty sure it was watching me walk upstairs to my home. One morning during this past week, during my moving, I woke up early in the morning hearing a crow calling outside my window, which is on the top level of my building, it had sounded like it was really close to my window, maybe even perched on the outside of it. But at that time I was not awake enough to tell if I was hearing things or not and I went back to sleep, but now I know I was not hearing things! I recalled then ho it was that recently I had been having a thought cross my mind about the crow that lives at my old apartment complex and I was wondering to myself if crows will follow people they know to other areas? I would not be very surprised if I somehow discovered that the crow I saw today is the same exact one from the other apartment complex and it has in fact followed me here. Some people would think that is creepy or disturbing, but I would find it comforting, to know that at least someone wanted to be with me so much that it followed me to a new home, so it could watch over me and call out to say hello. Perhaps if it is the same one, then it brings a sign of something to come also, that soon a piece of the life I just left behind will soon follow?
Monday, June 15, 2015
New Moon, Tuesday June 16,2015
I am starting the New Moon cycle very aggravated with alot of things going on with the move I am trying very hard to get situated. I started out fine and now things are stalling and trying to drag along, and things are not going as they should be. As of right now I have barely a quarter of my belongings in the new apartment and I am waiting patiently for the people helping me to move to get their act together and help me get this done. I have a limited time frame to get everything moved and the rest of my lease papers signed so that I am "officially" moved in. Trying to get others to want to cooperate and get things done is a massive headache!
Another thing that got my head pounding was this morning when I had my computer set up and internet transferred only to find that my computer refused to run the windows program ..I ended up having to restore it back to factory settings yet again, which resulted in me losing ALL of the previous work I had put into writing my second book. Thankfully I have the old file saved on a disk from when I saved a previous version, but I still have to go back and rewrite about 50 or more pages that I had written before I started the move. I know God and goddess have thier ways of making sure things will go right and this was probably a sign that my work needed to be edited or redone but this kind of snafu was not something I appreciated!! I feel like I put in alot of energy and work just to see it be erased and that is very frustrating and disappointing!
On the witchy end of things, I have done a small Blessing and Cleansing of my new apartment, there seemed to be no negative energy floating or lurking around when I came in but I waited until I was here a full night and did one anyways to make sure. I found no bogeys, creepers, or black shadowy things hiding anywhere. I do not have any of my altar tables or other supplies with me yet so any spell work I wanted to do is going to have to wait too, that which also frustrates me. I am very much hoping that none of my spell jars or anything else I have packed in the moving boxes spoils or anything goes foul or ruins in the overheated enviroment of my other apartment because there is no power on over there and it is about 95 degrees outside. I want to assume that most of my materials over there will not be harmed by the heat but that does not mean I wanted to take any chances. i have to go for now this is going to be a short post until i get everything moved in a properly organized. Bright Blessings everyone I shall return shortly!
Another thing that got my head pounding was this morning when I had my computer set up and internet transferred only to find that my computer refused to run the windows program ..I ended up having to restore it back to factory settings yet again, which resulted in me losing ALL of the previous work I had put into writing my second book. Thankfully I have the old file saved on a disk from when I saved a previous version, but I still have to go back and rewrite about 50 or more pages that I had written before I started the move. I know God and goddess have thier ways of making sure things will go right and this was probably a sign that my work needed to be edited or redone but this kind of snafu was not something I appreciated!! I feel like I put in alot of energy and work just to see it be erased and that is very frustrating and disappointing!
On the witchy end of things, I have done a small Blessing and Cleansing of my new apartment, there seemed to be no negative energy floating or lurking around when I came in but I waited until I was here a full night and did one anyways to make sure. I found no bogeys, creepers, or black shadowy things hiding anywhere. I do not have any of my altar tables or other supplies with me yet so any spell work I wanted to do is going to have to wait too, that which also frustrates me. I am very much hoping that none of my spell jars or anything else I have packed in the moving boxes spoils or anything goes foul or ruins in the overheated enviroment of my other apartment because there is no power on over there and it is about 95 degrees outside. I want to assume that most of my materials over there will not be harmed by the heat but that does not mean I wanted to take any chances. i have to go for now this is going to be a short post until i get everything moved in a properly organized. Bright Blessings everyone I shall return shortly!
Friday, June 5, 2015
Moving Week of June 8,2015
So a blessing has finally manifested that I asked for. I did the ritual work for financial assistance on the Friday before this last Full moon, which was on May 29th, and I specifically asked for the apartment I applied for to open up "immediately" and on June 3rd I called over to the apartment manager's office,because I got a call from my current landlady asking if I had moved yet, and I called my new apartment manager's office the same day, and I was told when to come in and get my keys and sign a few forms. My utilities have to be transferred before I can move anything inside the new apartment so I am probably going to have to still be packing and moving with no power here for a couple of days. I have to start the moving process this coming Monday on the 8th. As of right this minute I hope to be finding someone with a full sized truck and a few sets of strong arms to be helping move the heavy stuff for me that will be a reasonable price or something negotiable that I can afford.
Now, to update on the Oshun petition, well that has not yet happened like I asked specifically. However "fertility" can mean a lot of things aside from conception of babies. I may not be expecting but I am seeing fertile opportunities for improving my life in other ways, such as my new apartment, so therefore yes she did answer my request, just not in the exact way I originally asked for. You always get what you absolutely need first, and what you want later. Perhaps this new apartment will open up the path to more "fertile" opportunities and seeds of conception will be sown later in other areas of my life that will need to be nurtured and grown into fruition, or it may be that I need to be moved to a place where my personal dream has a chance of actually happening. A rose sometimes needs more fertile soil before it will grow and blossom.
Speaking of flowers, my daughter, Jasmin will be coming in for summer vacation at the end of this month. she is excited I am moving into a new place. Adam is going to appreciate getting a extra bit of sleep of a morning, as my apartment is basically across the street from his current school. He can take his time to get ready and I can just walk him 5 minutes down the street and drop him off. the only potential hang up I can see right now is that I will be moving somewhat farther from places like grocery stores and shopping and the walk or commute will be a bit longer. But I will find a way around that snag. for now my lovelies I have to go, I have a lot of things to be doing and very little time. I will be back ASAP when I have the new apartment settled and things are not so hectic. Bright blessings and everyone have a great week!
Now, to update on the Oshun petition, well that has not yet happened like I asked specifically. However "fertility" can mean a lot of things aside from conception of babies. I may not be expecting but I am seeing fertile opportunities for improving my life in other ways, such as my new apartment, so therefore yes she did answer my request, just not in the exact way I originally asked for. You always get what you absolutely need first, and what you want later. Perhaps this new apartment will open up the path to more "fertile" opportunities and seeds of conception will be sown later in other areas of my life that will need to be nurtured and grown into fruition, or it may be that I need to be moved to a place where my personal dream has a chance of actually happening. A rose sometimes needs more fertile soil before it will grow and blossom.
Speaking of flowers, my daughter, Jasmin will be coming in for summer vacation at the end of this month. she is excited I am moving into a new place. Adam is going to appreciate getting a extra bit of sleep of a morning, as my apartment is basically across the street from his current school. He can take his time to get ready and I can just walk him 5 minutes down the street and drop him off. the only potential hang up I can see right now is that I will be moving somewhat farther from places like grocery stores and shopping and the walk or commute will be a bit longer. But I will find a way around that snag. for now my lovelies I have to go, I have a lot of things to be doing and very little time. I will be back ASAP when I have the new apartment settled and things are not so hectic. Bright blessings and everyone have a great week!
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