Hello everyone and Bright Blessings. How was everyone's Full Moon? Mine was busy with raising the energy towards my recent financial spell, and testing out my new obsidian scrying mirror. The mirror works well and is very pretty. The little glass one that I bought years ago, somehow didn't seem to fit me anymore, so I went out on a somewhat pricey $34.00 venture and bought a really nice 3" obsidian mirror. Results were interesting, I saw several swirling blur colored sparkles in the surface and a lot of shadows, however nothing yet has manifested into a more visual or abstract form so I couldn't tell you what or whom it was that I saw. The fact I got even a sparkle of a result on the first night of use is encouraging. Sometimes scrying into surfaces gives me a headache, or makes my nearsighted eyes feel strained so I don't do it often. My divination strength is more attuned to dreams, and empathetic and various types of other clairvoyant and receptive medium attributes. I also charged up my divination enhancement baggie, added more magnetic sand, fresh oils and a pinch of powders to it, and I decided to make a new spell jar, now called the Enhanced Dream and Astral Travel Spell jar. I wanted a stationary form of my spell baggie,that can sit next to my bed, or anywhere else I might decide I want to experience some divine receptiveness. Here is the instructions for those of you that want to make your own.
Materials you will need are:
1 wide mouth 8 oz jar. 1 written spell paper with your requests towards your desired divination goal. 1 piece of clear quartz, 1 piece of Amethyst, 1 piece of Lapis Lazuli, 1 piece of Onyx. 1 Eye of Shiva Agate, and 2 medium sized Lodestones, dusted liberally with silver magnetic sand.
1 purple, black, or silver colored 4" candle. Larger candles can be used if you want the wax to encompass around the jar and seal both ends of it. Traditionally just one candle is used on the top and allowed to drip down the sides of the jar.
Herbs , roots, and oils you will need:
1 piece of Angelica Root, 3 whole star Anise pods, 3 whole Bay leaves, a generous pinch of Basil, a few whole chunks of Copal Resin,a generous pinch of Chamonile Flower, A generous pinch of Cilantro, 3 Cardamom pods, or a generous pinch of ground spice, 1 whole Cinnamon stick, a generous pinch of Damiana, and Dittanty Of Crete, a piece of Licorice Root, or a pinch of the chopped root,1 teaspoon of Peppermint leaves, a generous pinch of Mugwort, 9 whole leaves of White Sage, a generous pinch of White Sandalwood powder, a generous pinch of Vervain, Wild Lettuce, and Vertiver Root. A optional ingredient is a generous dusting of plain, pure powdered sugar, to make dreams and divination experiences "sweet", powder sugar is your very basic drawing powder, it is added to a lot of "drawing" formulas in many types of spiritual practices.
9 drops of some type of Astral Travel or Divination attributed oils.
To me a "generous pinch" is about a teaspoon worth of each herb and root, if you want to be accurate and actually measure out each one of your herb portions. I'm notorious for not accurately measuring stuff and use just my own judgement and add what I feel is adequate. Add in what you feel is a "generous pinch", and what feels right to you. I realize I left out some ingredients such as Jasmin flower, Lavender, and a few other things that can be used if you have it, but the list above has proven effective for me, if you want to add more of your own then have at it!
Now, we take our spell paper, and after calling quarters, guides, spirits and whom ever deity you worship or ask for aide, we read the spell paper aloud, and wrap a purple piece of stout string or a clump of Spanish Moss around the tightly folded paper, it goes into the very bottom of the jar. Take up the the Lodestones, and the other stones, and think or speak aloud of your intentions for them, and place them on top of the paper to secure it to the bottom, and add in your herbs and roots one at a time, focusing your intentions for them with each one. Lastly,drop the 9 drops of your chosen type of anointing oil on top of everything in the jar. Cap the jar tightly, and affix your chosen colored candle to the lid. anoint the candle with a drop of oil, stroking downward to bring in the energy. and gently sprinkle the candle with magnetic sand. Place the jar onto a heat proof plate or inside a heat safe bowl, light the candle and allow it to burn completely down, and your new enhanced Dream and Astral Travel jar is sealed tightly and so isn't the spell within.
I used the opportunity while my candle was burning and sealing my jar to test my new mirror, this would be a good time to do scrying work, you have a Full Moon out, divination spell in progress, a candle for light, and several attributed herbs and stones and spell paper at hand to add a good charge of power flowing for divination work. Whatever and whomever you see and encounter right about now and for the two week time frame afterwards should be potent and powerful signs and manifestations. To keep your spell jar working, just light one charged candle on top of the jar every Full Moon and New Moon nights, this is the optimal time for divination workings. A great suggestion is to keep your new jar in the Western or Eastern side of the room it is going to be staying in, to receive messages and inspirations from the elements and spirits of Water or Air.
another thing I use for my bag and wear on my person during divination and scrying is a 6 sided Hexagram pendant, a Hexagram, either drawn on paper to focus on, or worn on the body, is said to help open the portal between worlds and provide planetary influences to scrying and divination workings. Try it and see if it works for you. I am going to go for now, I am tired from last night, and a nap sounds good about now. everyone have a great day, and for those across the pond, enjoy the Full Moon in your side of the world!
Tuesday, February 23, 2016
Saturday, February 20, 2016
Prosperity and Abundance Spell Jar Instructions. 2-20-2016
Hello everyone and Bright Blessings, gotta tell y'all about what has happened to me recently, it relates to the spell I am about to write about... So earlier yesterday, before I even started the spell, I went to Rite Aide and I was wearing some of my Fortuna spell oil as a perfume, when I returned from the store, I discovered that I got paid for a Avon order that was owed to me, then I won $20 on a scratch ticket that I had bought. Today I went to the store, cashed my ticket, bought another one , and won $10 more! I also bought a Powerball and a Cash For Life ticket, let us hope I win something on those too! The Fortuna Spell oil from White Magic Alchemy is some powerful stuff! Then not even 10 minutes after I did the spell that I worked on, while cleaning my wallet out I found yet another $20 stashed away in the folds of my wallet that I swear I do not remember putting there! I am seriously hoping and praying that the Gods and Goddesses and Spirits of wealth, abundance prosperity, success, and fortune continue to smile on me, and that I receive more of the favors that I asked for.
Now for that jar spell, that I worked last night, those of you that want to try it will have to wait until next month, unless you happen to have the required ingredients on hand right now,so long as its before the Full Moon you should be in the clear. Here be the instructions and ingredients to the jar spell...
1 8 oz wide mouth jar.
1 Green color sheet of 8x11 paper, I used a piece of my colored copy paper, written with your petition for Wealth, Abundance, Success, Prosperity, and Fortune. 1 business card with your business name and information, or one from your bank, use both if you have them. Obtaining a card handed to you from your bank teller is very good. If the backs of the cards are blank, you can write in little words and symbols that correspond with your intentions.
1 green candle, 4-6" in size, dressed with Money Drawing oils of your choice. I used "Fortuna" "Prosperity" and "Immediate Money Drawing", from White Magic Alchemy, and a bit of my own handmade oil. Gently sprinkle the oiled candle with a very tiny pinch of magnetic sand to add a charge to it.
1 citrine, 1 carnelian, 1 red or green adventurine, 1 cryophase, stones, and 2 gold or green lodestones. These are used to draw in the elements of the spell. Other stones to use can be pyrite, malachite, gold tigers eye, and in general stones that possess properties associated with money, success, business, etc. etc., in colors of gold, green red, brown, and yellow. Feel free to add real money to the jar if that appeals to you, in quantities of 5's and 7's, or a dollar and change amount that equals a 5 or a 7 when added together. Also $5.55, or $7.77 would not be amiss! Add whatever pleases you about the money, it is not a vital component, it's just a suggestion.
Herbs , Roots, and etc. : Allspice, either ground or whole, about 7 berries worth, 5 whole bay leaves, a good pinch of Calendula petals, Blue Flag Root, a one inch piece or a pinch of shredded, 1 piece of Devil Shoestring, or a pinch of the shredded root, a good pinch of Five Finger Grass, 1 small whole High John root, a small piece of Jezebel Root, 7 Job's tears, 1 whole Lucky Hand Root,
1whole small Salep Root, a good pinch of Yellowdock Root. One large pinch of money Drawing Powder and Better Business Powder.
Recipes for those powders can be found written in my book "The Darkened Path Shades of Darkness" By S.M. Tillson on Amazon.
Take your green spell paper, read it aloud to your Gods Goddesses, and /or Spirits you have asked for your favor, wrap it in a long piece of Spanish Moss, and place it in the very bottom of the jar. Add the Business card and Bank card into the sides of the jar, with information printed on the cards facing inwards. Place the Lodestones next on the moss and paper, sprinkle them liberally with magnetic sand, and your powders.Then begin adding your herbs and roots on top of the moss covered paper, hold each one a second or so and think of your desires while adding them one at a time. Lay each of your stones, one at a time, on top of your paper, herbs and roots. Hold those stones one at a time also, and think hard about what you want the stone to bring to you. Lastly, drip 5 drops each of your chosen oils, on top of everything in the jar. place the cap securely on the jar, affix the dressed candle to the top of the jar, and light it. As the candle burns all the way down, your intentions are sealed into the jar and held in place. when the candle is burn down, the spell is sealed and finished.
As I wrote above, I had results happen immediately not even a hour later, and even today things have gone well on the financial front. A anticipated time between 7 and 21 days is generally when you will see results. Look for small signs, as well as the obvious ones, to manifest. You might suddenly get a raise at work, have a sudden spurt of sales and customers, receive money or gifts from a unexpected source, as like my scratch tickets, or find money in a place you never thought to look, the results can be varied but quite pleasing. Abundance and prosperity will come in many forms, and wealth is not always about money, success is really what you choose to view it as, and fortune is what you decide it will be for you, and what you really want to work for to have. As I have stated before, a great time to start money spells is the Friday before a Full Moon, This seems to be a very auspicious time to begin a money spell, as every time I have used this particular time period, I have had great results later on.
A bit of common sense advice...When you do this spell, do not sit there and expect what you want to just drop in your lap, that is not how real magic works, if you want a result, you have to put in a effort on your part and hold up your end of the stick and carry your side of it. God, Goddesses, and Spirits will not just automatically grant you a wish or a favor. Sitting there just expecting it to be handed to you is both unwise and not in good taste and is disrespectful to your deity or spirits that you asked for a favor. Some people have said to me, "Your spell did not work." and have even accused me of being a fraud and a liar. That is not correct, it was they who did not do the work or put in a positive effort on their part to achieve the result they were asking for. No form of God, Goddess or deity, will just freely hand out gifts and favors to devotees, however if they see you are earnestly trying to make your life better on your own, they will help you along and provide their assistance. so don't be childish or foolish and just expect a lot of great things to just fall from the sky when all you did to "earn" it was sit on your arse and look pretty all day. Magic is real and will really work for you, but you have to really work in order to make your own magic happen!
I hope everyone has a great weekend, I will return soon, to update again on how well this spell is working out, as from what I have seen thus far, I think I have created a fantastic little spell!
Now for that jar spell, that I worked last night, those of you that want to try it will have to wait until next month, unless you happen to have the required ingredients on hand right now,so long as its before the Full Moon you should be in the clear. Here be the instructions and ingredients to the jar spell...
1 8 oz wide mouth jar.
1 Green color sheet of 8x11 paper, I used a piece of my colored copy paper, written with your petition for Wealth, Abundance, Success, Prosperity, and Fortune. 1 business card with your business name and information, or one from your bank, use both if you have them. Obtaining a card handed to you from your bank teller is very good. If the backs of the cards are blank, you can write in little words and symbols that correspond with your intentions.
1 green candle, 4-6" in size, dressed with Money Drawing oils of your choice. I used "Fortuna" "Prosperity" and "Immediate Money Drawing", from White Magic Alchemy, and a bit of my own handmade oil. Gently sprinkle the oiled candle with a very tiny pinch of magnetic sand to add a charge to it.
1 citrine, 1 carnelian, 1 red or green adventurine, 1 cryophase, stones, and 2 gold or green lodestones. These are used to draw in the elements of the spell. Other stones to use can be pyrite, malachite, gold tigers eye, and in general stones that possess properties associated with money, success, business, etc. etc., in colors of gold, green red, brown, and yellow. Feel free to add real money to the jar if that appeals to you, in quantities of 5's and 7's, or a dollar and change amount that equals a 5 or a 7 when added together. Also $5.55, or $7.77 would not be amiss! Add whatever pleases you about the money, it is not a vital component, it's just a suggestion.
Herbs , Roots, and etc. : Allspice, either ground or whole, about 7 berries worth, 5 whole bay leaves, a good pinch of Calendula petals, Blue Flag Root, a one inch piece or a pinch of shredded, 1 piece of Devil Shoestring, or a pinch of the shredded root, a good pinch of Five Finger Grass, 1 small whole High John root, a small piece of Jezebel Root, 7 Job's tears, 1 whole Lucky Hand Root,
1whole small Salep Root, a good pinch of Yellowdock Root. One large pinch of money Drawing Powder and Better Business Powder.
Recipes for those powders can be found written in my book "The Darkened Path Shades of Darkness" By S.M. Tillson on Amazon.
Take your green spell paper, read it aloud to your Gods Goddesses, and /or Spirits you have asked for your favor, wrap it in a long piece of Spanish Moss, and place it in the very bottom of the jar. Add the Business card and Bank card into the sides of the jar, with information printed on the cards facing inwards. Place the Lodestones next on the moss and paper, sprinkle them liberally with magnetic sand, and your powders.Then begin adding your herbs and roots on top of the moss covered paper, hold each one a second or so and think of your desires while adding them one at a time. Lay each of your stones, one at a time, on top of your paper, herbs and roots. Hold those stones one at a time also, and think hard about what you want the stone to bring to you. Lastly, drip 5 drops each of your chosen oils, on top of everything in the jar. place the cap securely on the jar, affix the dressed candle to the top of the jar, and light it. As the candle burns all the way down, your intentions are sealed into the jar and held in place. when the candle is burn down, the spell is sealed and finished.
As I wrote above, I had results happen immediately not even a hour later, and even today things have gone well on the financial front. A anticipated time between 7 and 21 days is generally when you will see results. Look for small signs, as well as the obvious ones, to manifest. You might suddenly get a raise at work, have a sudden spurt of sales and customers, receive money or gifts from a unexpected source, as like my scratch tickets, or find money in a place you never thought to look, the results can be varied but quite pleasing. Abundance and prosperity will come in many forms, and wealth is not always about money, success is really what you choose to view it as, and fortune is what you decide it will be for you, and what you really want to work for to have. As I have stated before, a great time to start money spells is the Friday before a Full Moon, This seems to be a very auspicious time to begin a money spell, as every time I have used this particular time period, I have had great results later on.
A bit of common sense advice...When you do this spell, do not sit there and expect what you want to just drop in your lap, that is not how real magic works, if you want a result, you have to put in a effort on your part and hold up your end of the stick and carry your side of it. God, Goddesses, and Spirits will not just automatically grant you a wish or a favor. Sitting there just expecting it to be handed to you is both unwise and not in good taste and is disrespectful to your deity or spirits that you asked for a favor. Some people have said to me, "Your spell did not work." and have even accused me of being a fraud and a liar. That is not correct, it was they who did not do the work or put in a positive effort on their part to achieve the result they were asking for. No form of God, Goddess or deity, will just freely hand out gifts and favors to devotees, however if they see you are earnestly trying to make your life better on your own, they will help you along and provide their assistance. so don't be childish or foolish and just expect a lot of great things to just fall from the sky when all you did to "earn" it was sit on your arse and look pretty all day. Magic is real and will really work for you, but you have to really work in order to make your own magic happen!
I hope everyone has a great weekend, I will return soon, to update again on how well this spell is working out, as from what I have seen thus far, I think I have created a fantastic little spell!
Thursday, February 18, 2016
Friday Before Full Moon 2-18-2016
Hello everyone and Bright Blessings! This week has been crazy for me and it's not done yet! Yesterday I went to a Avon rep meeting, and spent two hours "tailgating" where we go out and pretty much sit in a parking lot, hold up a sign , and try to flag people on the road to pull in and talk to us and get a book and etc. It was fun, and a interesting method to get customers. Today I am going back out again, to be present in a meeting between my manager and with my newest recruit for my own business, so we can do paperwork and all that so she is officially working under me. Tomorrow I intend to start my money spell that I mentioned a week ago, and I'm hoping that my box of supplies comes either today or tomorrow in time for me to get the rest of the supplies that I ordered to finish the spell with. I now have 5 customers and one downline member, and maybe two more customers if they decide to call or order soon. It seems I picked a auspicious time to start up my old job again! I also have to clean the house up again as I have seriously neglected stuff this week and there are packing boxes, books, papers, office supplies, and all kinds of odds and ends scattered here and yonder all over the house, due to me running around like a madwoman while trying to get ready for meetings and customer consultations.
I will spend tomorrow getting my spell supplies in order so I can do that later Friday night. I have to finish writing out the actual spell paper and gathering all my ingredients and etc together. I will post the recipe and instructions when I am done with it all. I will update again either tomorrow night or later this weekend, right now i have to go get the laundry and then finish getting ready for this meeting later. I shall return ASAP and everyone have a Blerssed Day!
I will spend tomorrow getting my spell supplies in order so I can do that later Friday night. I have to finish writing out the actual spell paper and gathering all my ingredients and etc together. I will post the recipe and instructions when I am done with it all. I will update again either tomorrow night or later this weekend, right now i have to go get the laundry and then finish getting ready for this meeting later. I shall return ASAP and everyone have a Blerssed Day!
Thursday, February 11, 2016
February New Moon Update 2-11-2016
Hello everyone and Bright Blessings, I’m back to update on
the interesting happenings that have taken place since I have been gone. First
up is the news that I have again started to sell Avon again, after a long
hiatus from the job , I decided that would be a good time to start it up
again. I had been a Avon Representative
in the past and business was not as good as I had hoped then, so far this week
I have had two decent sized orders, so
God and Goddess willing, this time around I will be more successful! I recently
bought a fantastic laptop bundle and a new printer , for a tax season bargain
price of $225.00 I needed to update office supplies, and lo and behold Walmart
just happened to have exactly what I
needed! My internet services were turned back on today, and the new services
are a lot cheaper than the Charter company. I paid off my Natural Health
Consultation tuition to Stratford Career institute, but I will not get to
resume my exams until March, after the collection agency removes the charges from
my credit report and my account is cleared. I have one more set of exams to
hurry and complete and then I will finally receive the Honors Certificate that
I have tried so hard to earn. My grade
average with Stratford is a 95 (A) and I plan to keep it that way and get that
certificate that says I am qualified to be a Natural Health Consultant. I also
applied for a line of credit and a loan, and I’m hoping one or maybe both will
get approved. You can’t run a business without funding!
My newest spell that I am about to be working on involves a
financial jar spell made to draw customers to my new Avon business and bring in
successful sales, and to draw customers to Amazon and Smashwords, to purchase
copies my book series, and for a particular favor to get Trident Media to
accept my submission and if I am extremely lucky, I might get a media
production deal going. Goddesses and
Gods and all Spirits of Abundance,
Wealth, Prosperity, Success, Wealth, Fortune, I fervently ask that you bless
and favor me! So far I have been blessed
with my taxes being sent to me, and the new Avon business has gotten a good
start, and I hope to have more blessings come my way soon!
I will post instructions for the jar spell as
soon, as I get it finished, I am waiting for a crucial piece of the materials
to come in the mail and I need to go in the bank and get another piece, part of
the spell requires business and financial institution cards and I need those to
add to the jar. You ideally want
specific types of information to be included in a spell jar, and I favor actual
business and financial institution cards, obtained directly from the source, to
go in mine because they usually contain vital bits of information about the
business and where you receive and deal with monetary matters. I remade more of the “ Better Business Powder” and “Money
In The Bank Oil” that is found in my book titled “The Darkened Path; Shades Of
Darkness”, the containers were getting low, so in the kitchen I went to make
more. I tweaked the original recipe for the oil a bit and added in some of the
new spell oils I just bought, some fresher herb powders, some other odds and
ends ingredients that resonate with money drawing and better business
intentions, and the end result was a rich and vibrant concoction that smells
even better than the original recipe. As for the other request I made to St Martha and St Holy
Death, I have yet to see or hear word or sign about that, but it’s only been
since this past New Moon, so there is still time to see what will happen there. I have been really too busy with a lot of work to even dwell on the petition to them that I just made, and whether or not it will manifest like I asked for it to. I'm going to hop on the broom and fly off from here for now, I have al ot of work to still do and as always, the witch's work is never done!
Monday, February 1, 2016
Full moon update 2/1/2016
Hello everyone and Bright Blessings. Happy Imbolc to those that are celebrating! How has everyone's week been? It has been slow here, this past Thursday, Friday, and early Saturday I battled a fierce migraine headache, and I am much relieved now that it is finally gone because I was thinking surely that I couldn't stand another night and day of hugging the porcelain bowl, or feeling like the base of my head was going to crack from the throbbing pains. Then my son woke up Friday morning while I was in middle of having another sick fit , and he was having a massive nosebleed. I'm glad I don't have a weak stomache and seeing blood doesn't bother me. Even when im in middle of thinking I might keel over from misery, if something is wrong with my kids I can put anything aside and find the will to tend to them. I could be dying on my deathbed and if either of my babies needed me I would probably ask death itself to hold on a minute until I got them sorted. He stayed home with me on Friday because the nosebleed was pretty bad and I think I might need to have his sinuses checked, because that makes the sixth or more time he's had a nosebleed in last couple of months. I've been told its somewhat normal , but he's never had nosebleeds up until recently so I don't think my concern is totally unfounded. As for me, the headaches are somewhat normal, I get them once in awhile, but Goddess knows if there's anything that will drop me on my ass like a rock its a migraine. Coincidentally during both mornings that I have been sick Adam has woke up having a nosebleed. Tonight I am going to do a cleansing of both bedrooms to clear out whatever negative energy maybe floating about and to clear out the sick vibes.
Now onto witchy topics, as I mentioned above, I am at least going to do a basic cleansing to get rid of the "sick" vibes and sprinkle protection and cleansing powder into the carpet in the corners and around the beds, I'll vaccum it up tomorrow after its absorbed the energies and done its job.
Also this week I have been dealing with a not so pleasant situation with a male neighbor that had me stressed and agitated, next thing I know I've come down with this sick headache and my kid is having nosebleeds at the same time as me being sick, I'm not saying the two incedents were connected but neither am I ruling out the possibility that my unpleasant dealings with him were or were not tied into what suddenly occurred in our lives afterwards. A turned down man can get mean and be spiteful and will and project bad things on the woman out of vindictive revenge, to assuage and justify his hurt pride and to make himself feel like he won something. We were not sick or anything wrong with us until the day I had words with the neighbor. If I am not attracted to you and we do not click together, and I tell you why and you won't accept that or have the decency to leave well enough alone then yes I have the right to "kick his balls", maybe they shouldn't act like they need it so I won't have to put on my boots but oh well don't want to listen or have common sense do they? I'm not the kind of woman that you steamroll into giving for you and I surely to Goddess will not stand there and let a man treat me like somehow I am lower or less than him in any way,to justify his badly formed need for dominance and control. If you put me in any situation where I feel like I need to defend myself then might well expect to have your ass handed to you and somebody picked the wrong day to taunt the dragon, and nearly got his boys bitten off. Lucan despises men that act like pushy demanding asshats, and this one gave off a vibe that made me feel like I was a prey or some conquest he could chase after and corner, fool man you never ever try to treat a dragon's treasure like its yours to do with as you please, and don't make the mistake of putting your hands where they do not belong and try to force the woman in any way, shape or form! You're lucky that getting your balls kicked was all you got and you're not laying somewhere worse off than that. You can stare at me with brooding eyes all you want, but you're best to keep your distance and mind your tongue and manners!
On a very positive note, I received news today that part of the financial spell I done on the past full moon has indeed come to be, and I will be seeing some of the results I asked for very soon! That takes a massive load of stress off my mind and today I have been in a great mood. The next new moon is February 8th, and I shall be planting some seeds towards growing more financial stability and I have every confidence that whatever I decide to invest in or put money towards,will pay off very well in due time. I'm going to go for the moment, I have 100 things to be doing and as always the witch's work is never finished! Have a good week and I will return soon!
Now onto witchy topics, as I mentioned above, I am at least going to do a basic cleansing to get rid of the "sick" vibes and sprinkle protection and cleansing powder into the carpet in the corners and around the beds, I'll vaccum it up tomorrow after its absorbed the energies and done its job.
Also this week I have been dealing with a not so pleasant situation with a male neighbor that had me stressed and agitated, next thing I know I've come down with this sick headache and my kid is having nosebleeds at the same time as me being sick, I'm not saying the two incedents were connected but neither am I ruling out the possibility that my unpleasant dealings with him were or were not tied into what suddenly occurred in our lives afterwards. A turned down man can get mean and be spiteful and will and project bad things on the woman out of vindictive revenge, to assuage and justify his hurt pride and to make himself feel like he won something. We were not sick or anything wrong with us until the day I had words with the neighbor. If I am not attracted to you and we do not click together, and I tell you why and you won't accept that or have the decency to leave well enough alone then yes I have the right to "kick his balls", maybe they shouldn't act like they need it so I won't have to put on my boots but oh well don't want to listen or have common sense do they? I'm not the kind of woman that you steamroll into giving for you and I surely to Goddess will not stand there and let a man treat me like somehow I am lower or less than him in any way,to justify his badly formed need for dominance and control. If you put me in any situation where I feel like I need to defend myself then might well expect to have your ass handed to you and somebody picked the wrong day to taunt the dragon, and nearly got his boys bitten off. Lucan despises men that act like pushy demanding asshats, and this one gave off a vibe that made me feel like I was a prey or some conquest he could chase after and corner, fool man you never ever try to treat a dragon's treasure like its yours to do with as you please, and don't make the mistake of putting your hands where they do not belong and try to force the woman in any way, shape or form! You're lucky that getting your balls kicked was all you got and you're not laying somewhere worse off than that. You can stare at me with brooding eyes all you want, but you're best to keep your distance and mind your tongue and manners!
On a very positive note, I received news today that part of the financial spell I done on the past full moon has indeed come to be, and I will be seeing some of the results I asked for very soon! That takes a massive load of stress off my mind and today I have been in a great mood. The next new moon is February 8th, and I shall be planting some seeds towards growing more financial stability and I have every confidence that whatever I decide to invest in or put money towards,will pay off very well in due time. I'm going to go for the moment, I have 100 things to be doing and as always the witch's work is never finished! Have a good week and I will return soon!
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