Hello everyone and Bright Blessings. Happy Imbolc to those that are celebrating! How has everyone's week been? It has been slow here, this past Thursday, Friday, and early Saturday I battled a fierce migraine headache, and I am much relieved now that it is finally gone because I was thinking surely that I couldn't stand another night and day of hugging the porcelain bowl, or feeling like the base of my head was going to crack from the throbbing pains. Then my son woke up Friday morning while I was in middle of having another sick fit , and he was having a massive nosebleed. I'm glad I don't have a weak stomache and seeing blood doesn't bother me. Even when im in middle of thinking I might keel over from misery, if something is wrong with my kids I can put anything aside and find the will to tend to them. I could be dying on my deathbed and if either of my babies needed me I would probably ask death itself to hold on a minute until I got them sorted. He stayed home with me on Friday because the nosebleed was pretty bad and I think I might need to have his sinuses checked, because that makes the sixth or more time he's had a nosebleed in last couple of months. I've been told its somewhat normal , but he's never had nosebleeds up until recently so I don't think my concern is totally unfounded. As for me, the headaches are somewhat normal, I get them once in awhile, but Goddess knows if there's anything that will drop me on my ass like a rock its a migraine. Coincidentally during both mornings that I have been sick Adam has woke up having a nosebleed. Tonight I am going to do a cleansing of both bedrooms to clear out whatever negative energy maybe floating about and to clear out the sick vibes.
Now onto witchy topics, as I mentioned above, I am at least going to do a basic cleansing to get rid of the "sick" vibes and sprinkle protection and cleansing powder into the carpet in the corners and around the beds, I'll vaccum it up tomorrow after its absorbed the energies and done its job.
Also this week I have been dealing with a not so pleasant situation with a male neighbor that had me stressed and agitated, next thing I know I've come down with this sick headache and my kid is having nosebleeds at the same time as me being sick, I'm not saying the two incedents were connected but neither am I ruling out the possibility that my unpleasant dealings with him were or were not tied into what suddenly occurred in our lives afterwards. A turned down man can get mean and be spiteful and will and project bad things on the woman out of vindictive revenge, to assuage and justify his hurt pride and to make himself feel like he won something. We were not sick or anything wrong with us until the day I had words with the neighbor. If I am not attracted to you and we do not click together, and I tell you why and you won't accept that or have the decency to leave well enough alone then yes I have the right to "kick his balls", maybe they shouldn't act like they need it so I won't have to put on my boots but oh well don't want to listen or have common sense do they? I'm not the kind of woman that you steamroll into giving for you and I surely to Goddess will not stand there and let a man treat me like somehow I am lower or less than him in any way,to justify his badly formed need for dominance and control. If you put me in any situation where I feel like I need to defend myself then might well expect to have your ass handed to you and somebody picked the wrong day to taunt the dragon, and nearly got his boys bitten off. Lucan despises men that act like pushy demanding asshats, and this one gave off a vibe that made me feel like I was a prey or some conquest he could chase after and corner, fool man you never ever try to treat a dragon's treasure like its yours to do with as you please, and don't make the mistake of putting your hands where they do not belong and try to force the woman in any way, shape or form! You're lucky that getting your balls kicked was all you got and you're not laying somewhere worse off than that. You can stare at me with brooding eyes all you want, but you're best to keep your distance and mind your tongue and manners!
On a very positive note, I received news today that part of the financial spell I done on the past full moon has indeed come to be, and I will be seeing some of the results I asked for very soon! That takes a massive load of stress off my mind and today I have been in a great mood. The next new moon is February 8th, and I shall be planting some seeds towards growing more financial stability and I have every confidence that whatever I decide to invest in or put money towards,will pay off very well in due time. I'm going to go for the moment, I have 100 things to be doing and as always the witch's work is never finished! Have a good week and I will return soon!
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