Update on May Full Moon, Saturday 5-21-2016

Hello everyone and Bright Blessings. How was everyone's Full Moon? Mine went pretty well, I done my monthly money spell on Friday, as per instructions, and I have already seen a few blips of good things to do with parts of the request I made. Last night I finally got a writing break on a work site that I had been not getting a lot of good leads on, and now I am looking forward to seeing a extra deposit in the bank come this Friday! I have seen a few other signs that my finances will be looking brighter soon, so let's hope that follows through as well. I'm gonna burn that "Rain Money and Luck" 7 day candle, for several hours a day,and burn one " Money Blessing" incense everyday until Friday!
My smaller and more wearable green money bag, is sitting on my computer desk, and I will say that seems to be having a influence on my sudden spurt of work that I have been doing online. On Sunday the 29th, I am supposed to be going to a music outing, and you can just bet I am gonna be carrying that bag, and wearing my Avon Representative name tag, who says you can't mingle and promote yourself at the same time?  
My kittens are two weeks old now,their eyes are open a bit, and they are fat, toddling, and melt- your- heart adorable. The orange one seems to have the loudest mouth and he /she is not afraid to fuss and carry on at the slightest disturbance. I have been trying to not really name them because they are not staying with me, but I tend to call the orange and white one " Carmel" because it reminds me of those 50 cent bags cream filled caramel candies. The black and white one got called "Oreo" because he /she is almost all black except for his/her belly and feet. Tabby and white and the solid orange don't yet have names but I am sure I'll think of something. I am not 100% positive yet but, two of kittens just might be long haired, or slightly fluffy. Sugar Momma is a excellent mother and never strays far from the closet, except to get a food break and a nap. I go check on them twice a day and hold them a minute and talk to them, and then Momma wants them back and says"OK that's enough for now." I plan to have her spayed, or let the ASPCA do it because she is still thin and needs to just not have anymore babies. One litter was enough to seriously impact her weight and health, and she seriously needs to gain extra weight. I was feeding the babies she was carrying and none of that went to her at all. This is going to be a bit short of a post, I still have articles to write, and they have a deadline on them. I will return soon and update on anything else that transpires. Have a great rest of the week!

Tiny Blessings

Hello everyone and Bright Blessings! Remember awhile back I mentioned I found a stray female cat? Her name is Sugar Momma and she has now been with us for a month, As of midnight on Wednesday May 11,2016 she is now the proud mother to four sweet little bundles of love. She done a fantastic job during labor and the babies are healthy and there is one black and white tuxedo, one brown tabby, one orange and white, and one solid orange, and they were born in that color order. Momma is quite comfortable with me coming in there to check on her, and does not seem too bothered with allowing me to examine and touch the babies. Of course I will not be handling them too much yet as they are only 3 days old, but I have to occasionally do my own checking to see if they are in fact healthy and thriving, and to see that my first time mother is really holding up well. Smokey is the anxious and curious new step dad, awaiting that bedroom door to open so he can finally go see what is really happening in the closet. He isn't the father to the babies, but he has literally been haunting that closed door all week now begging me to open it so he can go in. He is not allowed in there while Momma isn't around until the babies are older, I do not yet know what his reaction would be to small kittens. I have seen and heard of my share of unpleasant and horrid male cat encounters with newborns. To we humans, the idea that a male would purposely dispose of newborns in such a way is disturbing and gruesome, but to a animal sometimes that is survival of a species and a means to carry on genetic material. I really don't believe Smokey would harm the babies but for all I know I could be very wrong.
There has not been much else too exciting happen in the last couple of weeks, seeing as so many planets are still in retrograde, life has slowed down to a near crawl. I have not received any Avon orders, communications and things to do with that have become about dead.The programmers for the representative site picked a really bad time to update the entire system, because it resulted in a huge snafu with how the site works and of course they picked the worst time to do a overhaul of the website we need to do business and process orders with! Never ever do any tech stuff or mess with electronic anything during a Mercury Retrograde! That includes launching a new and updated website!
I have had some interesting dreams lately about people from my immediate past, whether or not they foretell anything that is to happen or what messages and information I will end up hearing or finding out about later, well we shall see. I plan to be doing some working for the Full Moon that's coming on the 21st. I am hoping I can get a bit of magical favor,as I do my usual money spells, and get myself out of the sales and communication rut I have been in for awhile now. I have already gone two sales campaigns with no orders and no sales and that is bad for my business! If four campaigns go by with no activity on my account it will be closed and I will end up having to reinstate myself and that is not something I want!  I cannot allow my success to go down the drain and my business to  crash and burn, especially when I was recently doing very well. This is going to be a shorter post, and I apologize for the lack of interesting reading material. Life and business will pick up by a good pace after the Full Moon, and I will definitley have something for you all to read about by then! Have a Blessed week everyone!

Philosophical Musings; May 10, 2016

Hello Everyone and Bright Blessings I'm in the mood to be philosophical there are things on my mind I need to express...Now.. when you do someone wrong, or have caused a situation that deliberately brings them harm or grief in any way, it will come back to you repeatedly and bite you hard on the behind, in all kinds of ways, until you go back to said person and fix it and make it right. Sometimes "I'm sorry" just isn't enough.You have to go back and actually make a effort to amend the wrong in what is considered a amendable and acceptable way so that peace and balance will be restored to yourself and others. Goddess and God and Higher Powers will rain all manner of pains, heartaches, problems, and issues on your life until you go back to that one person  or situation and make the wrongs you did right, and nothing in your life will go well until you do. Everyone wonders when how and why,that it is they have strings of bad luck, they lose people that mean something to them, or that their life and everything in it has been going to Hades in a cracker box? Well when you treat people like crap, hurt and abuse what and who that loves you for your own selfish and self centered ideas and motives, lie, cheat, steal, or what have you, well expect to have the same happen to you over and over until you decide that just maybe you need to find out when that started happening to you, and what you need to be doing to rectify that... 
When you speak the truth that you know it to be, and you know in your heart that you're right, there's gonna be people that hate you, get angry, refuse to speak to you, or even leave you and not come back. Why? Because the truth they don't want to see, hear, acknowledge or face, about themselves or about you and them, is too hard. They are scared to face facts, and even if they know what you said or shown to them was the truth and you were right, well they don't like that or want to accept that from another person. It doesn't matter what nail of theirs it was you happened to hit on the head, if they are not secure enough in themselves to accept that you were right, well you're gonna see and hear resistance, they will fight with you to their last breath, they will shut you out, refuse to speak, not come and see you, and a lot worse. But at the end of the day, they are the ones that have to look at themselves in the mirror, and see their reality for what it is. The truth is gonna eventually mule kick them straight in the face and they wont be able to hide from it anymore, and what they decide to eventually do about that is on them. The sad part is that usually their lives have to be falling apart around their head and all kinds of hell has to be going on before they even see anything, but again if that is what it takes for them to wake up then that is what will have to be....
Just when you start to believe you will never hear from or see a special someone again, look for signs that reveal they are still with you, and they will appear, sometimes when you very least expect it or just when you're about to give up hoping. Often things will happen in a sequence of events over a given time frame, you'll see or hear their name, or some another sign will present itself, often from a source that you'd last expect, or something that strongly reminds you of them will just materialize from nowhere, you might even find yourself following a path that leads you right to them. This is not some random happenstance, it is meant to be that way. What is shall be and what is meant to be shall be, and what will be done, shall be done. If you question or deny it then proof will present itself and sometimes it will mule kick you right in the face and flip your life on its head but if that is what it takes then so be it.

May New Noon, 5-5-2016

Hello everyone and Bright Blessings. I hope everyone is doing well, and this Mercury retrograde is not adversely affecting your lives too much? The New Moon is tomorrow night, and I personally hope it brings some much needed changes for all of us. I have to say that the retrogrades of what is now 5 planets are strongly affecting my life in some pretty heavy ways both emotionally and otherwise. This Mercury retrograde has been intense and rattling for me in ways that make me feel very emotionally and spiritually frazzled. I have found myself looking back at past things regarding the relationships of others that were once in my life, and wondering if those things do or do not somehow apply to the here and now, as it very much seems as if certain people and situations that are currently in my life, resonate and mirror the past in ways that have come across as painfully uncomfortable and yet very intriguing to me. It is like watching some kind of warped replay of history repeat itself, except with different people and it's a different lifetime. This has it's purpose, as you are looking back at certain things, and asking yourself "Do I want to go through this again, or be in a situation like that, or do the same things as they once did?" and " Is this really why things are happening like they are now, and what do I need to understand and learn exactly, so I and others do not repeat the same scenario and pattern?"  Then you have to make a choice, to either change the situation in a permanent way so that you and others do no repeat that warped history, or you just walk away entirely and go on with yourself and just leave it all behind, and close that book forever. The question being is which is the right choice? Do you walk away before it's too late or do you step up and try to to alter or change what appears to be a predestined or predetermined future? How would the changes you make ultimately affect the future between you and another person? Have I made some choices that were really right and for the betterment of myself and others?
Right now those questions do not have very clear answers at the moment, and that is what I have been trying to find out. I have made some recent choices and actions, and I was made to believe then that those actions and decisions would eventually be good for myself and for another person, and now I am looking back, and seriously questioning myself about what if I was wrong, and why suddenly do I feel remorse and guilt over it now? Logical reason says that I know that I did make what was a right or better choice, however what my heart says speaks of remorse, regret,and guilt, and just maybe I did not make the right choice or decision, and now I am struggling with the concept of what must I now do to either rectify or change it, or can I even change it at all? The only reason you are really supposed to go back to the past, is to learn something, and to reflect on what you must do in the here and now, to avoid mistakes and disasters that you saw from others in their past lives, and do not allow those situations to impact what you do in the future. but what if the past will never be just the past, and you will never fully get to just let it go or leave it behind and what if a person or a situation from the past is also meant to be part of your life forever, and no matter what choices you decide to make, that this is what it will be and how it was meant to happen regardless?
I know you are asking what spurred this wave of thought from me. Well some time ago, a person from the immediate past once said in regards to my friendship with another..." It doesn't matter what kind of good she does or what kind of good person she is, it will always lead her and you to a bad end." I wonder if perhaps this person was talking more about themselves and their own lives, rather than anything to really do between myself and another person. It is easier to project oneself on others so we don't have to look at our own problems and mistakes, and there are people that choose to be deliberately blind, ignorant and in total denial about people and situations and they refuse to really see things for what it really is and instead they want to go around and ruin other's happiness when what they should be doing is looking in the mirror and seeing the truths about their own problems and fixing things on their end.
Did I walk away from someone because I wanted to? No I didn't, I wasn't exactly given a say or a choice or any way around it. every part of my heart and soul was begging me and screeching at me that walking away was ten kinds of wrong, and it was not something I needed to do or that I should be doing, and it was really going to hurt me and them too, and possibly cause non repairable damage. At the time it really did seem to be that people, situations, and circumstances all around us were seriously conspiring and doing everything in their power to just drive me and the other person apart, and keeping us miserable and unhappy, by any means possible, and the situation was not ever going to be any different until I finally gave in and just left for good. It seemed that it was more about others' selfish and self centered immature, childish and ill intentions, their personal needs and wants and malicious and destructive agendas than it was about what was really best for me and someone else.
Whether that is really the truth or not, I may never know for sure, but I do know this much, it is not within any human's power to force two consenting adult people that have any form of love for each other to separate, or to be apart, or to cause constant stress, drama, and heartache between them until they split apart. You are not a form of God or Goddess or Higher Power and it was never your right or privilege to destroy or undermine something that had every right and reason to exist, and did it ever occur to you at all that myself and the other person were actually meant to be in each other's lives? The why and how and the reasons of that is not for you to understand or to know the reason for and it does not have to make logical or clear sense, and it surely was never your right or place to judge, or have any say over. Whatsoever it is that God and Goddess wills to be, shall be done, and there will be nothing that you as a human will ever be able to say or do will change that. What is meant to be, shall be, and what is meant to be done, will be done. that is the Will of God, Goddess and Higher Powers. Two people that are meant to be on the same path together, will always find some way to be on that path, regardless of what you or anyone else has to say, what you attempt to do, or how you choose to try and destroy that, it will be the same result in the end, and things will ultimately be as they are meant to be, and nothing you as a human will ever do or say will change that. The only thing you are going to do by trying to go against Divine Will is to hurt yourself worse in the end. So when your life and everything in it falls apart, and you are constantly hurting and miserable and having a hundred things going wrong at once and nothing goes right for you, remember that you brought that Karma and Retribution on yourself because you went and tried to have power, control, and dominance, and place and a will and say over something you never should have stuck your nose in to begin with. As God And Goddess Wills It, So Mote It Be!