I am not a overly superstitious person, I dont get paranoid of the thought of being hexed, jinxed, cursed and what have you because there is usually a cure for even the most stubborn of those types of negativity and Black Arts. But even I am looking at things with a wary and questioning eye this week. see.. this is the first time ever in my life I have had to miss a entire week of work and no pay at all for next week. First, my house was broke into on Monday and someone sneaked into my wallet and stole money from it while I was gone taking my kids 5 minutes up the road to their sitter, I ended up out because of trying to sort out that mess..then..my daughter goes home and I took two planned personal days for that. I intended on returning to work today, or so I thought until I got up this morning, lo and behold today comes and I wake up..,with a infection threatening to abscess in my already broken wisdom tooth, I cant go to work in a USDA inspected chicken plant with a nasty infection ..so I'm out today, and going to dentist tomorrow for a extraction, possibly two. my paycheck this time around is basically gone due to other bills and now the dentist appointment.
Earlier this morning I was in bed taking a nap.. I had a dream about being wrapped up in a big snake trying to constrict me, it had ahold of my ribs and my left arm and I could hear someone shouting about they had to hurry and get it off of me. A lot of dream dictionaries will say that snakes in a dream either symbolize positive healing and fertility aspects, or negatively, a danger or problem that has not come around yet in form of a bad circumstance or people, Perhaps there is a proverbial snake in the grass so to speak. Its possible I was already meant to miss a whole week of work.. there might be something wrong at the workplace I am somehow being protected from, or perhaps , more realistically in my mind, I have somehow come to be casted upon a nasty hex or jinx upon either by my own fault or of someone or something else that has decided to be mean and evil that has caused a shit ton of problems for me this week and resulting in a large financial loss and a host of other mishaps and problems I am scrambling to set to rights. Me actually missing a entire week of work is something alien and foreign to me, I cannot ever recall actually missing that much of work in one space of time.
When I took up my pendulum and asked specifically if I was meant to not be at work, the answer was a "yes", however it will not give a positive or negative response as to why exactly. I have not yet done a tarot reading for myself to ask the question to be answered in a more detailed manner. What I am thinking about doing, is making a reversal candle spell today and lighting it tonight and see what will happen as to whether or not I can manage to undo or reverse what is plaguing my life at the moment. Today is exactly 7 days until the New Moon on September 5th, so actually it is a good time to release and banish negative circumstances and possible negative people and entities from my life. This week I have missed at work, and all the other things that have happened this week, maybe just a sign of what I should be doing for this next week until the New moon, then I can create another spell to begin positive changes to make up for the bad week. I suppose this might be a lesson I was meant to learn about what can happen when one kind of neglects their usual preventative and reinforcement of spell work and rituals. And as you will read below.. what can happen when a magickal disaster occurs..
One more bad thing I need to mention. This might well have been the catalyst for setting off this week to start with! The week before.. exactly 10 days ago..I changed my bed sheets and threw them in the washer.. and somehow my green money drawing mojo bag that I made myself and have used faithfully for two years, got washed in the washer with the sheets. All the contents inside it got washed with detergent and fabric softener. the hard roots, stones, and other hard items were not damaged, But It basically got two years worth of magickal energy and spells, oil anointments, money drawing powder and magnetic lodestone food, and other fine ingredients, and my personal energy washed out of it and everything I have ever done with it and used it for basically went down the drain. How on earth it even was in my bedding to start with I will never know but I was flabbergasted when I pulled stuff out of the wash and there it was in bottom of the tub. I wanted to cry my eyes out believing I had lost a valuable and much loved personal item. I am seriously hoping that since I left it in the sun to dry out and nothing is damaged that there is a possible way to save and recharge everything that I have kept inside it and add some new, fresh ingredients, and restore it back to working like I had it before. I do not want to have to replace a expensive set of ingredients like the ones that were originally inside the bag. Im sure I have at least $80.00 worth of materials stuffed inside it and I also sewed, embroidered, and beaded the bag myself. Another idea I thought about when I discovered it had been washed is perhaps it maybe had needed to be cleansed of whatever residue might have contaminated it but never would I have even dreamed of throwing it in the washer on purpose like that, so that was a very bad freak accident and the problems that have ensued after that seem to match up with the incident. My hard work and long effort and religiously repeated and reinforced spellwork got washed down the drain and my good luck, financial aide, and money drawing success went with it! Now if that is not a possible sign of being possibly hexed, jinxed, cursed, or hoodooed I don't know what is! I am still puzzled about how it even got in the washer to start with because I don't remember ever having it in my bedding for any reason that since isn't where it is usually put up to start with. I will probably never know. But if by chance I manage to undo this disaster I will assuredly never allow it to happen again and by all of my known human power I will not be going through this kind of financial disaster again if I can avoid or prevent it.
To all my readers, Blessed Be and have a Merry Day!
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