The may 3-4th Full moon falls in the sign of Scorpio, with Taurus being the sign opposing it. With aspects of Taurus pulling on one end and Scorpio on the other we may find ourselves in a position where the metaphorical angel says on thing on the right shoulder, and the devil speaks to us from the other side, and we are torn between doing what is right for others or just doing what is right for just ourselves. This might manifest as doing what is asked of us but only to a certain extent so as to not exhaust or burn ourselves out. Scorpio is dark, brooding, heavily emotional, while Taurus is light, happy and carefree. Some of us may have fierce mood swings or be introverted and withdrawn into the deep recesses of our minds, searching for hidden truths and feeling deep and intense emotions, while others may be all about having and sharing our love, security, comfort, and fine creature comforts. We might combine these two aspects and find ourselves holed up in our beds buried under our warm soft bedcovers where it is secure and comfortable, and contemplating deeply within over the emotions and issues of our lives and seeking answers to deep questions. This sounds like me right about now.. I really feel like being left alone to think and pile up in my bed, cover my head up and block out the world for a bit. I personally need to be resting and trying to get some much needed sleep soon, the last three nights I have been burning up the midnight oil and I find myself awake at 3 am and I cant sleep to save my life because my exceptionally empathetic and highly sensitive mind and body refuses to shut down.
Scorpio can be jealous, possessive and secretive.. and Taurus can be soft, nurturing, and loving, if questions or issues come up in a relationship over trust or fidelity from another partner or the other partner is suspected of hiding truths, this is the influence of Scorpio's darker energy manifesting and we have to be careful not to point fingers or accuse where there may be nothing to be judging or accusing someone of. Also secrets that have been long buried may come to the light that have been otherwise hidden for months or years. Don't be surprised too much if you find out for certain that a nagging thought you have had for awhile about a person or a situation involving that person is in fact a very shocking or painful reality , or if someone comes to you spilling out their own secrets or truths that may not be what you were expecting to be enlightened about. On the lighter side of this, as is Taurus's influence, you may have a deep and emotional discussion with your partner about your strongest needs and desires or there is something heavy going on in your life that requires them to step in and offer support and emotional comfort and security.
You may find yourself being the extremely empathetic counselor or support system this weekend, and do try to not be annoyed or resentful of this, the experience could turn out to be very emotionally or spiritually rewarding in ways you were not expecting. I personally expect to find myself being someone's much needed therapist or stout support system as is usually the case with me. I am always being someone's rock, despite my internal reservations and occasional resentments about having to put aside my own needs and wants and tend to them first. It seems when everyone else needs something I am one of the first people they come to ask for it and I find myself giving because I know I am the right person to be giving and doing this for them and despite my occasional desire to just be left alone, it is my duty and obligation, and ultimately, The God and Goddess's divinely given appointed task that I be the healer, teacher, and guardian to my peers and closest partners and lend whatever kind of support and help where and how it is needed and if that means I have to give up a precious few hours of sleep or forsake some other personal want or desire to talk to someone, defend their crumbling walls, or just hold them and let them cry their eyes out over a crises then so be it. Knowing I have done the task set before me and I was there when it was required and doing what was needed is it's own spiritual reward. I think I can forsake my beauty sleep for that.. what about you? I have to go now and get some chores done and just maybe curl up for a nap with the cat if I am lucky, right Blessings to everyone and have a good day and I will return soon!
Wednesday, April 29, 2015
Monday, April 27, 2015
New Beginnings!!
This coming few weeks will be a fantastic new beginning for me and my household. I went to a apartment application appointment today and I was all but approved for a new apartment on the spot. The application has to be fully processed and all other paperwork verified and then 2 more people ahead of me have to be approved or not approved, and then I will receive notification a move in date. This should take at least a couple weeks if not less time. My work life is about to take a good turn too, I went back to my Avon job I used to have months ago. So new home, new job and new life has come about in a very short time and I feel very Blessed and God and Goddess have bestowed a bit of favor down on me!! I feel like massive weight of stress and strain has been lifted off my back.
Of course there are certain people unhappy with how my life is going and they so wish I would move back to my old life and sure lets go backwards and make my life worse ?! I am trying to break free from old habits and old patterns and the people, places and situations from the past and move forward and I know by me moving back to a place I left behind and the life I used to live while I lived there and the people I had to deal with would not be good for me. I cant and will not live my life to suit someone else and allow them to live my life for me and I am not going back to the old pattern of the past and allow that past situation to become my life again. And I swear so help me God and Goddess if someone goes behind me and tries to screw this up on purpose and somehow manages to cause me setback and delays and problems there will be all of my power invested in the worst vindictive retaliation I can conjure!! Yes I have had certain people try to screw up my life because it doesn't make them happy that they were not getting what they wanted from me and situations were not going as they schemed and planned on seeing happen and I had to deal with a lot of negative backlash over it.
Now I hope since this situation is going well for me so far, that other things in my life will also go well. Me living here has put a major stress and strain on my life in a lot of personal and financial situations and maybe now since I am moving forward to a new place that my personal and financial life will also change in a more positive way. am going to go for now I have 100 things to be doing now and I got to get this ball rolling and get this new development moving along in the right direction. Bright Blessings to everyone and I will return soon!
Of course there are certain people unhappy with how my life is going and they so wish I would move back to my old life and sure lets go backwards and make my life worse ?! I am trying to break free from old habits and old patterns and the people, places and situations from the past and move forward and I know by me moving back to a place I left behind and the life I used to live while I lived there and the people I had to deal with would not be good for me. I cant and will not live my life to suit someone else and allow them to live my life for me and I am not going back to the old pattern of the past and allow that past situation to become my life again. And I swear so help me God and Goddess if someone goes behind me and tries to screw this up on purpose and somehow manages to cause me setback and delays and problems there will be all of my power invested in the worst vindictive retaliation I can conjure!! Yes I have had certain people try to screw up my life because it doesn't make them happy that they were not getting what they wanted from me and situations were not going as they schemed and planned on seeing happen and I had to deal with a lot of negative backlash over it.
Now I hope since this situation is going well for me so far, that other things in my life will also go well. Me living here has put a major stress and strain on my life in a lot of personal and financial situations and maybe now since I am moving forward to a new place that my personal and financial life will also change in a more positive way. am going to go for now I have 100 things to be doing now and I got to get this ball rolling and get this new development moving along in the right direction. Bright Blessings to everyone and I will return soon!
Wednesday, April 22, 2015
Money Uncrossing Spell 4-22-2015
There are some positive changes coming my way tomorrow, I am going to the apartment complex I mentioned in the last post to fill out a application. It is the one that called and said their wait list was short. I have a interview with a publications company on Friday the 24th for what appears to be a Account Executive position. I think I meet their basic qualifications and it is similar to a job I have done before.
I now have a new spell to post and instructions for a interesting recipe I have recently made. It is called Money Uncrossing oil and the herb and root and dry ingredients can be used for powder as well. I find it somewhat humorous that I made this oil about a month or so ago and now I find my own financial situations blocked and now I may very well have a reason to be using this oil!
This spell oil and powder has ALOT of ingredients, my intention was to blast any crossed conditions concerning money and finances into smithereens! I will include other instructions for a different kind of oil and powder that we can used for Unblocking and Road Opening of financial matters in the next post because that spell is a variation of fixing one's financial troubles.
The recipe for Money Uncrossing powder is as follows: Mix 1/4 teaspoon of each ingredient together for a small batch as is used in the oil, and adjust the individual quantities up to 1/2 a teaspoon of each ingredient for a larger batch if you want powder that will last awhile.
Angelica root, ground.
Basil leaves, ground,
Bay Leaves crumbled,
Blue Flag Root ground,
Calendula Flower Shredded,
Cinnamon powder
Chamomile flower,
Cayenne pepper,
Calamus root ground,
Cedar Needles ground,
Dry Coffee Grounds
Dill Weed ground,
Frankinsence powder,
Five Finger Grass, finely crumbled,
Ginger Root powdered
Juniper Berries, crushed,
Jezebel Root powdered,
Fresh Lemon Zest, finely shredded,
Lemongrass, finely shredded,
Nutmeg, ground
Orris Root, ground finely,
Parsley leaves, finely chopped,
Patchouli Root, finely ground,
Red Brick Dust
Sassafras root (Gumbo File Powder),
Sandalwood Powder
Vertivert Root, ground finely.
Mix and sift every ingredient together and if you want you can run it through a high speed blender to make it a finer dusting powder. For the oil use about 2 oz of carrier oil of almond or olive oil and place the dry herbs and the oils mixed together in a double boiler and heat and stir on low-medium heat until it is hot but do not allow it to scorch or boil. Take it off the heat and let it cool once you can start smelling the different scents of the herbs coming through. After it cools a bit you can pour herbs and all into a bottle and allow it to sit at least 30 days before the first use, in both sunlight and moonlight. I sat mine in the windowsill and let it be until just recently.
Now for the spell that I designed to go along with the recipe! This spell is to be done 3 days before the New Moon.
You shall need: One black and green double action candle, Inscribe the candle with words and sigils and whatever resonates with you that signifies getting rid of your situation on the black side and engrave the wording so that when you turn the candle right side up that the inscription is upside down. The black side of the candle should be upright so as the black wax melts and goes down so wont the negative situations. On the green side, and written upright, inscribe what you would like to see happen or the positive result you wish to manifest.
One written spell petition written according to your cause and situation, describing exactly what you want to see uncrossed and what the positive result is to be.
Anoint this candle and your petition paper in your Money Uncrossing oil.
Roll the candle in a bit of the Money Uncrossing Powder.
Sit the Candle in a heat proof dish and circle the candle three times with the powder counterclockwise. Remember you are sending bad energies out..so it's counterclockwise.
Light the candle and recite your spell paper 3 times, light the paper with the candle flame and allow it to burn completely to ash. Allow the candle to burn completely out while you sit and concentrate on your desire.
For a jar spell, to seal up the problems indefinitely, you will place your paper written to specify only the crossed condition you want to see sealed away in the bottom of the jar, the paper should be first wrapped in Spanish Moss or bound and tied tightly with black and green thread, and on top of the paper sprinkle a pinch of every single herb and dry ingredient in a 8 oz wide mouth jar with a sealable lid. Drizzle some of the oil on top of the paper and herbs, and replace the lid. Inscribe, anoint, and powder the candle as is stated above, and attach the candle to the lid of the jar and light it. Allow the candle to burn completely down, visualizing your crossed conditions sealed away where it can no longer bother you. Go out and bury the jar in a cemetery or at a crossroads far from your home, where it will not be dug up or disturbed.
I hope some of you will find this spell useful and should you try it do write in a comment and let me know how it works for you? I find especially that the jar versions of my spells that I have tried myself seem to have interesting and quick results! perhaps I can help Uncross a situation for someone else in need too! I shall go for now and leave you all to try your hand at it! Bright Blessings To All and I shall return soon!
I now have a new spell to post and instructions for a interesting recipe I have recently made. It is called Money Uncrossing oil and the herb and root and dry ingredients can be used for powder as well. I find it somewhat humorous that I made this oil about a month or so ago and now I find my own financial situations blocked and now I may very well have a reason to be using this oil!
This spell oil and powder has ALOT of ingredients, my intention was to blast any crossed conditions concerning money and finances into smithereens! I will include other instructions for a different kind of oil and powder that we can used for Unblocking and Road Opening of financial matters in the next post because that spell is a variation of fixing one's financial troubles.
The recipe for Money Uncrossing powder is as follows: Mix 1/4 teaspoon of each ingredient together for a small batch as is used in the oil, and adjust the individual quantities up to 1/2 a teaspoon of each ingredient for a larger batch if you want powder that will last awhile.
Angelica root, ground.
Basil leaves, ground,
Bay Leaves crumbled,
Blue Flag Root ground,
Calendula Flower Shredded,
Cinnamon powder
Chamomile flower,
Cayenne pepper,
Calamus root ground,
Cedar Needles ground,
Dry Coffee Grounds
Dill Weed ground,
Frankinsence powder,
Five Finger Grass, finely crumbled,
Ginger Root powdered
Juniper Berries, crushed,
Jezebel Root powdered,
Fresh Lemon Zest, finely shredded,
Lemongrass, finely shredded,
Nutmeg, ground
Orris Root, ground finely,
Parsley leaves, finely chopped,
Patchouli Root, finely ground,
Red Brick Dust
Sassafras root (Gumbo File Powder),
Sandalwood Powder
Vertivert Root, ground finely.
Mix and sift every ingredient together and if you want you can run it through a high speed blender to make it a finer dusting powder. For the oil use about 2 oz of carrier oil of almond or olive oil and place the dry herbs and the oils mixed together in a double boiler and heat and stir on low-medium heat until it is hot but do not allow it to scorch or boil. Take it off the heat and let it cool once you can start smelling the different scents of the herbs coming through. After it cools a bit you can pour herbs and all into a bottle and allow it to sit at least 30 days before the first use, in both sunlight and moonlight. I sat mine in the windowsill and let it be until just recently.
Now for the spell that I designed to go along with the recipe! This spell is to be done 3 days before the New Moon.
You shall need: One black and green double action candle, Inscribe the candle with words and sigils and whatever resonates with you that signifies getting rid of your situation on the black side and engrave the wording so that when you turn the candle right side up that the inscription is upside down. The black side of the candle should be upright so as the black wax melts and goes down so wont the negative situations. On the green side, and written upright, inscribe what you would like to see happen or the positive result you wish to manifest.
One written spell petition written according to your cause and situation, describing exactly what you want to see uncrossed and what the positive result is to be.
Anoint this candle and your petition paper in your Money Uncrossing oil.
Roll the candle in a bit of the Money Uncrossing Powder.
Sit the Candle in a heat proof dish and circle the candle three times with the powder counterclockwise. Remember you are sending bad energies out..so it's counterclockwise.
Light the candle and recite your spell paper 3 times, light the paper with the candle flame and allow it to burn completely to ash. Allow the candle to burn completely out while you sit and concentrate on your desire.
For a jar spell, to seal up the problems indefinitely, you will place your paper written to specify only the crossed condition you want to see sealed away in the bottom of the jar, the paper should be first wrapped in Spanish Moss or bound and tied tightly with black and green thread, and on top of the paper sprinkle a pinch of every single herb and dry ingredient in a 8 oz wide mouth jar with a sealable lid. Drizzle some of the oil on top of the paper and herbs, and replace the lid. Inscribe, anoint, and powder the candle as is stated above, and attach the candle to the lid of the jar and light it. Allow the candle to burn completely down, visualizing your crossed conditions sealed away where it can no longer bother you. Go out and bury the jar in a cemetery or at a crossroads far from your home, where it will not be dug up or disturbed.
I hope some of you will find this spell useful and should you try it do write in a comment and let me know how it works for you? I find especially that the jar versions of my spells that I have tried myself seem to have interesting and quick results! perhaps I can help Uncross a situation for someone else in need too! I shall go for now and leave you all to try your hand at it! Bright Blessings To All and I shall return soon!
Monday, April 20, 2015
Many Transformations This Year!
Hello to All and Bright Blessings, I said I would be back to update on some changes happening for me since I have been gone. Firstly , as mentioned before.. I am in the process of scrambling to relocate to another apartment and I only have a scant amount of time to accomplish this. On Sunday, while I was perusing apartments, I decided to check on my tax return, and I got the disastrous news that the IRS has decided I owe them some money and my entire tax return has been taken back after I was so hoping to see it. I am currently working to resolve this issue because I feel that they may be mistaken or misguided in their decision and from what I have discovered recently I may be able to turn this stressful situation into a positive experience if I talk to the right people and get some help. It is very possible I do not owe this money and they have made a accounting mistake, and if not, then they still have not bothered to fully explain to me how and why I owe them my entire refund! If there by chance is something I have done in error to cause this situation I will amend it as soon as humanly possible and turn this mess around. A previous amount I was reportedly to have owed them was paid last year..so where the new bill came from and why I will definitely be finding out and breathing fire down someone's neck until I get the answers I need to hear!
On a brighter note..I intend to be taking some free CNA courses at a local assisted living home , and the stipulation to the free classes is that I agree to work at the place I took the classes from for at least a year. There are two such places doing this right now but I am choosing the one hat is currently closer to where I live. I am going tomorrow to fill out the application and I hope I am accepted and there is still a few spaces available, also I was told there is a apartment complex right down the street from this place I could very well be working at very soon.. I am seriously seeing some good signs with this!! How great would it be to have my job be a walking distance from my house?!! Another positive sign I got today was a apartment complex I had requested information about called me today and told me I could come fill out a application with them too because their wait list was very short. So even if things seem to be going downhill, there are still silver linings to the black clouds!
I know a lot of people in my situation would be severely stressed or having a meltdown hissy fit . Me however, I am a stout spirited person, very little actually rattles my nerves or gets under my skin. It takes a lot of pressure and stress and hardships before I let slip my cool. I deal with what comes and make do with what I have and make the best of it, I know losing my head will not change anything except to make things that much worse. I also feel that when bad things happen for me that there is a positive in there somewhere that I need to see and understand. Goddess and God and Higher Powers know what is planned for me and they are sending me on the right path even if there are going to be some rough patches on that path. I'm going to have to climb mountains, crush boulders, and break through obstacles and blockages to achieve any kind of success and I cannot let things get me down or eat away at me inside. These current setbacks and issue are just a test of my will and strength and endurance to see if I can make it through and what kind of person it will make me into later on.
I will be back soon, Blessed Be to All and I will return shortly!
On a brighter note..I intend to be taking some free CNA courses at a local assisted living home , and the stipulation to the free classes is that I agree to work at the place I took the classes from for at least a year. There are two such places doing this right now but I am choosing the one hat is currently closer to where I live. I am going tomorrow to fill out the application and I hope I am accepted and there is still a few spaces available, also I was told there is a apartment complex right down the street from this place I could very well be working at very soon.. I am seriously seeing some good signs with this!! How great would it be to have my job be a walking distance from my house?!! Another positive sign I got today was a apartment complex I had requested information about called me today and told me I could come fill out a application with them too because their wait list was very short. So even if things seem to be going downhill, there are still silver linings to the black clouds!
I know a lot of people in my situation would be severely stressed or having a meltdown hissy fit . Me however, I am a stout spirited person, very little actually rattles my nerves or gets under my skin. It takes a lot of pressure and stress and hardships before I let slip my cool. I deal with what comes and make do with what I have and make the best of it, I know losing my head will not change anything except to make things that much worse. I also feel that when bad things happen for me that there is a positive in there somewhere that I need to see and understand. Goddess and God and Higher Powers know what is planned for me and they are sending me on the right path even if there are going to be some rough patches on that path. I'm going to have to climb mountains, crush boulders, and break through obstacles and blockages to achieve any kind of success and I cannot let things get me down or eat away at me inside. These current setbacks and issue are just a test of my will and strength and endurance to see if I can make it through and what kind of person it will make me into later on.
I will be back soon, Blessed Be to All and I will return shortly!
Friday, April 17, 2015
I have returned!
Hello everyone and Bright Blessings! I have finally returned after months of absence, and after many attempts at fixing my computer and failing..by some miracle the Higher Powers decided to bless me today and finally clear some of my obstacles and I now have my computer back and I fixed it myself! It took me all morning to reinstall, reset, and configure every single system and program and file on it back to the barebones factory settings. The huge amount of patience was well worth it!
Now to update everyone on what has transpired since I have been missing, firstly and most recently , as of yesterday, I am now in the process of preparing to move and I have been scrambling to find another place in my area because I have until May 30th to be completely moved out. My son is in the middle of end of the year exams I cannot just pack up and move right this minute.
A financial situation will soon be much better by the end of the month if and when the IRS does as promised and that will give me the funding to complete the move, right this minute I am making dozens of phone calls and setting up appointments to put in applications for surrounding apartments near me and busy packing things I do not need and am not using, and sorting through things that can be given away or donated. There are other things going on too but I will update on that when I get more time, I feel this post will be dedicated to the most current situation happening right now.
There is a interesting plot to this move. For awhile now I have felt deep down that my life and situations in my life were bieng restricted, held down, and stagnating and I felt that me living here was somehow creating a blockage and stalling progress towards me bettering my life and situations in my personal life. I felt like living here was no longer good for me or my family and I needed to find a way to change it soon. Well lo and behold, I go to my lease renewal appointment yesterday, and the director of housing all but made the decision for me that if I was thinking about moving then I needed to go on ahead and fill out a vacancy form and then my lease will be terminated. At first I was a bit angry..I had not specifically said when I was moving, or that I had found a place to live, in fact I was going to renew my lease until my taxes came in and then I was going to move. What i specifically recall saying was that I was considering moving when school vacation started. I feel this solidified her personal decision to not renew my lease at all and she had already made her mind up about her own ideas before I even went to see her and this was her opportunity to go ahead and make me fill out the vacancy form and she no longer had to fool with me. I am no the only person that gets this attitude from her there are several others that have been subjected to the same treatment.
I absolutely despise having my decisions made for me in any sense of the word, or that someone would take a idea of mine and turn it into something that I did not intend to happen, especially when I felt like it was benefitting her to get rid of me to start with, and then I am forced in a position to have to make a snap decision that I am not remotely prepared for, and I do not have all of the things I need to even start. I feel like I am having to do this on spare of the moment and I am not bieng given enough time to consider where I might move to or what I am really going to do. I'm just going to have to pack up and hope for the best. My free will and ability to do things on my own and in my own time is something I am very insistent on. Yes I realize that a subconscious decison I had already thought about doing all but manifested right in front of me..but I was not prepared or expecting it to happen quite the way it did and I was not emotionally ready for it. I am in a better mood about it today but yesterday I was not a happy woman.
Already I have people trying to mold the situation to thier advantage and again trying to make this decision go towards their benefit. Well sorry it is not happening. I am not letting this situation benefit or go for anyone elses favor except if I personally decide it is best for me. Other people in my life have been nagging me relentlessly to move back to the hometown that I decided I was never in my lifetime going to go back to, and I already know if I go back there that my life will not change or be better and it is only going to benefit and favor others that would see me live my life for them and they can have their strings in my back and make me into something and someone I am not. The purpose of leaving the past and the people and situations of the past is to move forward and away from it, not keep going back to it! I have to move forward with this madness and make the best of it and I feel that even though it is not the greatest situation , in the end it will be better for me, I just have to find the right way to make it work. I am going to go for now..because i have a million and one things to be doing and I am so behind it is absurd. Bright Blessings to everyone and i shall return very soon!
Now to update everyone on what has transpired since I have been missing, firstly and most recently , as of yesterday, I am now in the process of preparing to move and I have been scrambling to find another place in my area because I have until May 30th to be completely moved out. My son is in the middle of end of the year exams I cannot just pack up and move right this minute.
A financial situation will soon be much better by the end of the month if and when the IRS does as promised and that will give me the funding to complete the move, right this minute I am making dozens of phone calls and setting up appointments to put in applications for surrounding apartments near me and busy packing things I do not need and am not using, and sorting through things that can be given away or donated. There are other things going on too but I will update on that when I get more time, I feel this post will be dedicated to the most current situation happening right now.
There is a interesting plot to this move. For awhile now I have felt deep down that my life and situations in my life were bieng restricted, held down, and stagnating and I felt that me living here was somehow creating a blockage and stalling progress towards me bettering my life and situations in my personal life. I felt like living here was no longer good for me or my family and I needed to find a way to change it soon. Well lo and behold, I go to my lease renewal appointment yesterday, and the director of housing all but made the decision for me that if I was thinking about moving then I needed to go on ahead and fill out a vacancy form and then my lease will be terminated. At first I was a bit angry..I had not specifically said when I was moving, or that I had found a place to live, in fact I was going to renew my lease until my taxes came in and then I was going to move. What i specifically recall saying was that I was considering moving when school vacation started. I feel this solidified her personal decision to not renew my lease at all and she had already made her mind up about her own ideas before I even went to see her and this was her opportunity to go ahead and make me fill out the vacancy form and she no longer had to fool with me. I am no the only person that gets this attitude from her there are several others that have been subjected to the same treatment.
I absolutely despise having my decisions made for me in any sense of the word, or that someone would take a idea of mine and turn it into something that I did not intend to happen, especially when I felt like it was benefitting her to get rid of me to start with, and then I am forced in a position to have to make a snap decision that I am not remotely prepared for, and I do not have all of the things I need to even start. I feel like I am having to do this on spare of the moment and I am not bieng given enough time to consider where I might move to or what I am really going to do. I'm just going to have to pack up and hope for the best. My free will and ability to do things on my own and in my own time is something I am very insistent on. Yes I realize that a subconscious decison I had already thought about doing all but manifested right in front of me..but I was not prepared or expecting it to happen quite the way it did and I was not emotionally ready for it. I am in a better mood about it today but yesterday I was not a happy woman.
Already I have people trying to mold the situation to thier advantage and again trying to make this decision go towards their benefit. Well sorry it is not happening. I am not letting this situation benefit or go for anyone elses favor except if I personally decide it is best for me. Other people in my life have been nagging me relentlessly to move back to the hometown that I decided I was never in my lifetime going to go back to, and I already know if I go back there that my life will not change or be better and it is only going to benefit and favor others that would see me live my life for them and they can have their strings in my back and make me into something and someone I am not. The purpose of leaving the past and the people and situations of the past is to move forward and away from it, not keep going back to it! I have to move forward with this madness and make the best of it and I feel that even though it is not the greatest situation , in the end it will be better for me, I just have to find the right way to make it work. I am going to go for now..because i have a million and one things to be doing and I am so behind it is absurd. Bright Blessings to everyone and i shall return very soon!
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