The may 3-4th Full moon falls in the sign of Scorpio, with Taurus being the sign opposing it. With aspects of Taurus pulling on one end and Scorpio on the other we may find ourselves in a position where the metaphorical angel says on thing on the right shoulder, and the devil speaks to us from the other side, and we are torn between doing what is right for others or just doing what is right for just ourselves. This might manifest as doing what is asked of us but only to a certain extent so as to not exhaust or burn ourselves out. Scorpio is dark, brooding, heavily emotional, while Taurus is light, happy and carefree. Some of us may have fierce mood swings or be introverted and withdrawn into the deep recesses of our minds, searching for hidden truths and feeling deep and intense emotions, while others may be all about having and sharing our love, security, comfort, and fine creature comforts. We might combine these two aspects and find ourselves holed up in our beds buried under our warm soft bedcovers where it is secure and comfortable, and contemplating deeply within over the emotions and issues of our lives and seeking answers to deep questions. This sounds like me right about now.. I really feel like being left alone to think and pile up in my bed, cover my head up and block out the world for a bit. I personally need to be resting and trying to get some much needed sleep soon, the last three nights I have been burning up the midnight oil and I find myself awake at 3 am and I cant sleep to save my life because my exceptionally empathetic and highly sensitive mind and body refuses to shut down.
Scorpio can be jealous, possessive and secretive.. and Taurus can be soft, nurturing, and loving, if questions or issues come up in a relationship over trust or fidelity from another partner or the other partner is suspected of hiding truths, this is the influence of Scorpio's darker energy manifesting and we have to be careful not to point fingers or accuse where there may be nothing to be judging or accusing someone of. Also secrets that have been long buried may come to the light that have been otherwise hidden for months or years. Don't be surprised too much if you find out for certain that a nagging thought you have had for awhile about a person or a situation involving that person is in fact a very shocking or painful reality , or if someone comes to you spilling out their own secrets or truths that may not be what you were expecting to be enlightened about. On the lighter side of this, as is Taurus's influence, you may have a deep and emotional discussion with your partner about your strongest needs and desires or there is something heavy going on in your life that requires them to step in and offer support and emotional comfort and security.
You may find yourself being the extremely empathetic counselor or support system this weekend, and do try to not be annoyed or resentful of this, the experience could turn out to be very emotionally or spiritually rewarding in ways you were not expecting. I personally expect to find myself being someone's much needed therapist or stout support system as is usually the case with me. I am always being someone's rock, despite my internal reservations and occasional resentments about having to put aside my own needs and wants and tend to them first. It seems when everyone else needs something I am one of the first people they come to ask for it and I find myself giving because I know I am the right person to be giving and doing this for them and despite my occasional desire to just be left alone, it is my duty and obligation, and ultimately, The God and Goddess's divinely given appointed task that I be the healer, teacher, and guardian to my peers and closest partners and lend whatever kind of support and help where and how it is needed and if that means I have to give up a precious few hours of sleep or forsake some other personal want or desire to talk to someone, defend their crumbling walls, or just hold them and let them cry their eyes out over a crises then so be it. Knowing I have done the task set before me and I was there when it was required and doing what was needed is it's own spiritual reward. I think I can forsake my beauty sleep for that.. what about you? I have to go now and get some chores done and just maybe curl up for a nap with the cat if I am lucky, right Blessings to everyone and have a good day and I will return soon!
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