"Grimm"

Hello everyone and Bright Blessings, how has the week been for you? I cannot say mine has been too great, but it has had some bright spots and I have seen some more affirmations that bolster my faith even if the last couple of days have felt like my personal world is going haywire. There has been a lot of turbulent and wired up emotional energy going on with me lately, I'd appreciate a break from the roller coaster ride of extremely deep emotions, and the exhaustion of so much mental and spiritual processing! I did a Uncrossing spell recently, invoking St Holy Death, I asked specifically for my seemingly crossed and dismal financial woes to be cleared up, and for another special favor. I waited for a sign that what I asked for would manifest pretty soon. Yesterday I was given a interesting and very moving sign that Her Holiness was listening to me. Today..my son bought me a "Grimm" Ty Beanie toy. Grimm is a very innocent looking and adorably cute likeness of a grim reaper, of whom Santa Muerte closely resembles. I immediately giggled and thought about that grim reaper character from the old cartoon I used to watch  called "The Grimm Adventures of Billy and Mandy" On a more serious note.. all the things for my son to buy for me it just so happened to be a representation that resonated so strongly to me! I will hold onto my adorably precious Grimm until it falls apart. Right at this moment it sits very proudly on my dresser top where the St Holy Death candles and altar space is. It is a very special presentation of a powerful spiritual presence and it came from my son out of his own pocket money that he didn't have to spend on me.

My son is 13. The Tarot card that signifies Death is also numbered as 13. That tarot card signifies a life altering change, death, rebirth, and transformations, both good and bad, in your life in ways that you may not see coming and if you happen to already know what those changes will be then it is best to try and prepare or at least be expecting it, in the event that it might be something painful or unexpected that gets thrown at you like a curve ball. Considering the way that the sign revealed itself out of a place of love and selfless kindness from a son towards his mother, I should very much hope that the sign I got today was for a positive change! St Holy Death made her presence known through my child in a way that I was just floored by. My mind is busy trying to work out some of the hidden and more complex meanings behind why She would present herself to me and through him in such a deep and profound way. Some of you might see that as a potential bad omen or a warning, and perhaps it is, would my own child be tapped into as a type of oracle by Her Holiness and directed by Her in giving me a clear warning that Death is soon to visit my household, and bring a catastrophic and inevitable change to all of us in ways that I am not ready to face down and I am not prepared for? Yes that is possible, if you look at the reversed meaning of the Death Tarot card, however I am not going to bring myself down into a dark hole of anxiety and fear by thinking about all the potential dangers and disasters that may or may not happen.

Whatever changes are about to come, good or bad, they will be inevitable and there will not be too much I can do to halt or prevent them from happening.  Now let me bring up another fact..September 13, 2015 is a New Moon Solar Eclipse. Please again notice the number 13..the symbolism of that was just a bit jarring to me, really there is only so much synchronicity of information I can absorb at one time!  This will be a time of transformations, changes, endings and and beginnings on a very potent scale for everyone, not just for me. The 9th House, is highlighted in this upcoming eclipse,with foreign and international travel, writing, speaking, publications, social media, educational and spiritual pursuits, and other areas similar to this being brought into a massive bout of changes for everyone, so if you happen to be doing any of these above mentioned things in your life, expect to see a very strong change come about in the days and weeks following this eclipse. I will be looking for more signs that foretell of changes that will surely uproot, turn inside out, and bring sweeping changes in and around my life. Me personally I have been working on trying to finish my second book and starting on a third that will be a companion novel to the second book,, so I have already been working on where my life goals are heading for after this New Moon. If I do not get the second book published, I will at least get to finish it.

Today I found this picture on my Facebook wall, and it hit me hard in the gut because well I couldn't have said or thought of this one any better if I tried, it looked like someone had just took the exact words from my mind and heart that I have had some intense emotions around, and stuck it right on my wall for just me to see in crystal clear clarity. Perhaps I just needed to actually read the words in order to better process all the emotional madness I have been struggling with for what seems like forever. I personally hope this upcoming eclipse brings a change to all o that too. I'm tired and worn out in ways I did not think I could be and I've had quite enough of the heart and mind and soul chain rattling!  I am going to go for now, Bright Blessings to everyone and Have a great weekend! I will be back to update on what happens in a few days after the eclipse.