Hello everyone and Bright Blessings! I hope everyone had a great New Moon? If you will recall, I made a new black and green charm bag, and at that time I had not decided what to do with it. I ended up making a Money Uncrossing bag out of it, and it now is nestled in my purse with my other Money Drawing and Financial spell related bags that I have previously done. I carry my charm bags everywhere I go, and they pretty much live inside a pocket of my purse. Did my new charm bag have any effect on my life yet? Well sort of.. I got accepted into various online freelance writing sites, however, my writings, articles, and work that I have so far submitted and pitched to various clients, has been flat out rejected. Only thing I know to say about that is that it is their loss, and I'm sorry they can't bother to take the time to see what good is really right in front of them, I refuse to feel bad for myself or to accept that I am not good enough for someone else's approval or acceptance. There will be someone that approves of me and my work eventually, I just have to find the right person and organization that I can work with.
There is a Full Moon coming on November 25,2015, and the sign it falls in is Gemini. Gemini is a difficult sign and energy to work around and deal with at times, the Twins can be two faced, have very dual personality, and maddeningly Jekyl and Hyde in their actions and behaviors that go from emotional and mental extreme to another at warp speed. The energy is all about push and pull, give and receive, one minute a Gemini can hate you and the next they will decide to forgive you, they will love you for everything you are one day, and the next you are scum of the earth and they will never speak to you again, and sometimes you don't even know what set them off, or if it was anything you even done or said to start with. Their extreme sense of pride is also their downfall, and getting the Gemini to swallow that pride for the sake of common sense, maturity, responsibility, and taking the consequences of their bad behavior and words, admitting to themselves and others that what they might have said or done was wrong or out of line, and persuading them into being a better person for the greater good of themselves and others is a very hard task. Many times, a seething anger and extreme defensiveness is their first reaction to being confronted or called out on the bad behavior.
The energy of this Gemini Full Moon coming up, is going to bring on a lot of conversations this next couple of weeks that are going to be ugly, raw, intense, and brutal, with fault finding, nit picking, brow beating, and woe is me, guilt trips and pity parties. Be looking for Needy Nancy and Debbie Downer,and perhaps Atrocious Anna, the energy this week is gearing up for it, so batten down the hatches, haul in the draw bridges, and fortify the emotional barriers. I all but guarantee some of us are in for a not too pleasant couple of weeks when it comes to some extreme and hard situations and conversations, long over due emotional examinations, and people that threaten to suck you down into their private little holes of dead despair and masochistic/sadistic misery. This might already be happening for some of us right now. Also be looking for the situation of being deliberately left out, blown off, and cut off of gatherings, conversations, and other people's plans and not being told about it until the last minute, or finding out about it later that they never intended to include or involve you at all. Some people are going to be rather selfish and self involved of their own wants and needs and be all about "Me, Myself, and I", and the furthering of their own motives and agendas, and never mind how it might negatively impact or even destroy their other good relationships with others in the long run. Some people think it is better to hurt others and basically cut their own nose off to spite their face, and they callously and ruthlessly do so, as long as it gets them what they think is better for them. Sadly later on, they will realize this was a huge mistake, and they they have done so much damage that it is not repairable.
Don't be surprised if you suddenly decide that you are the one walking away from a person or situation surrounding them, because they just finally acted in such a way as to totally turn you off, and they show a side of themselves in such a shocking, painful, and unexpected way that you just cannot accept or acclimate with it, and you have to just end your associations with them, until if and when they decide to act better or change for the better. Some people might take their attitudes and behavior to the point of no return, and you have to just end your relationship and associations with them permanently. Remember this is a positive thing in it's own way, however painful or regretful it might be, as Goddess and God are showing you what and whom you no longer need in your life and why. this can sometimes be a harsh lesson in how to grow and become a better person for ourselves, it serves a higher purpose, by creating a protective distance and barrier between you and what and whom is no longer good for you, or of any positive role to your life. I personally am going to start the holidays with a huge cleansing and smudging ritual of myself, my home, and especially my sacred space, and add in the protection and grounding elements, because I know exactly what kind of mayhem and madness I am about to have to deal with, and I totally expect to see in my own life some of the things I have mentioned above, as I am already seeing some signs of it coming in my own little world. I a going to try my best to be prepared, and hopefully I will come out of this next two weeks without too many burned bridges and broken walls. hope you all have a good Full Moon Time, and I will return this coming Friday, to tell you all of how my time went.
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