Tonight is money spell night for me, I always try to do drawing spell work on the Friday before the Full moon. As to a update on the Money Spell I ordered some time ago I have to say it has worked much better than I expected. To find this money spell go to whitemagicalchemy.com. The spell is labeled "Immediate Money Drawing Spell Kit" under the section titled "Spells and Spell Kits". That is where I bought the spell from. It is better for me to give the information to where it is found rather than possibly infringe on anyone's rights to their own work. I apologize again for never writing sooner..due to some financial setbacks I was forced to cancel my internet at home and writing a blog post on a tiny phone screen is about impossible! This new money spell is going to be strengthened and we shall hopefully see positive results in a week's time.
The Full moon falls on a Friday the 13th this month. The number 13 is associated with change and transformation, according to the Tarot, 13 is the Death card, signifying change, radical transformations, breakage of old lifestyles and life patterns, and sometimes even actual death , in order to make way for new beginnings that need to take place so we can become something more, or that something that needs to end,will do so, in order to bring about new life. so perhaps I will finally see some things I have been desperately been hoping for , to transform into reality instead of a wistful fancy. Or it could very well be that a lot of things will end for me, in painful ways that I require to grow and become something and someone more to myself and those around me. And just maybe, if Gods and Goddesses favor my requests, I will see a very good change in financial status.
I have also been somewhat depressed over a friendship that is seemingly trying to end on the other person's side. It seems no matter what I do or say or want and need..it seems that it is possibly going to happen anyway and they have walked away and given up? It makes me very depressed and disheartened because this person means very much to me in a lot of ways. But I guess but even the best kinds of love amongst friends sometimes doesn't last and doesn't become forever and a day. It is perhaps my doing in some ways..I tend to push and prod things when I feel a fire needs lit under it and action needs to be taken and occasionally I am guilty of shoving it when a gentle tap was all was needed. When I know I am right about something or someone and I see something that I know is there, very little can dissuade me from what and whom that I feel should be in my life or I should have, and the reasons given as to why not isn't something I want to see and hear especially when I know its just a load of crap and it never should be there to begin with.
Occasionally my brand of love, care and support,, given in any context, is a bit much for the other person to cope with or deal with and I find myself abandoned and left behind and purposely forgotten and they move onto others that are less intense in personality and action. I am guilty of being just too much of a lot of good things and I give it selflessly without regret or remorse with all I've got, and when I am not receiving back what I'm giving, I feel very frustrated, fed up, and downcast and I make no bones about expressing it verbally and otherwise.
Why sometimes The Gods and Goddesses puts someone in your life for a lengthy amount of time, and causes you to love and care for them and be all that they need you to be, and then take them away and leaves a big blank space in your life where they used to be,and it leaves you clueless and scrambling for answers as to exactly why and how it is going to be this way, is beyond my comprehension at times. I suppose I will see the answers to it all in due time. Right now I have to say my heart and spirit is very heavy and sorrowful. I guess what will be , will be, and I am just a mere mortal whose life Fate likes to play games with to see what kind of person I'm really made of.
well I shall return later and actually update like I say I will, I have to go now and prepare my space for tonight. Blessed Be To All!
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