I have been sitting here contemplating heavily on some of the spellwork I have done. One in particular seems to be still strongly exerting it's influence, that would be the Seal Up Your Problems jar spell I done several months ago the date says October 2013. I have seen particular inscriptions manifest slowly but surely from that last one, some in ways I specifically asked for, and some that are more subtle and harder to spot until I sit and think about it or I somehow get a sign or see and hear something that brings certain passages I wrote to mind. Most of everything I have asked for has happened and is still unfolding in the ways I have asked and situations happening further to ensure it will continue to unfold until it is all completed and the previous manifestations that have already happened will stay that way. Some things I didn't ask for have happened that seem to co-relate to the way the spell is working in what looks to be a protective and preventative nature. In essence, it has now created a protective aura on its own volition that is meant to accentuate and compliment my requests so that things can continue to happen accordingly, it is like watching a rose bud out and flower and surround itself with a massive wall of thorns, and each thorn that grows its meant to protect and preserve the beautiful flower that will eventually blossom.
Although I am kind of quirking a brow at the way some of it has happened even if I understand the why of it. I seriously think I created one very powerful and long lasting impact and it was my own original creation of which I can say I am proud of. It takes true skill to create something that strong and resonating and it be one of your own making from scratch and a flash of a idea.
However.. I am seeing a bits and pieces that I did not anticipate or plan on, that too seems to have its own reasons for happening. One effect has sprang up that I didn't expect which is probably a inevitable consequence to it all, and maybe it I still better for it to be that way for the time being even if I'm not too enthused about it. Sometimes you get what you ask to see done knowing for a fact it is ultimately best for all involved, only to have a slightly undesirable outcome develop on the side that does not go as anticipated or planned. Maybe that was meant to happen too, it is part of the full entire manifestation of what I asked for to begin with and the direction it is all taking is in fact exactly what is needed even if I am not entirely enthused or happy about some of the results. As with all good things done for the sake of all involved and situations surrounding them, there is always at least one not so good thing will happen, as even the most perceivably perfect of roses have a spot or blemish somewhere, that is the law of everything in this world.
So even perceivably negative outcomes are still positive in their own way even if you don't see or understand it at the time. Nothing is absolutely divinely perfect down to the finest detail and I am trying to understand how it is that some of the undesirable effects will be part of something good even if I am not seeing it clearly, perhaps it is also a protective measure meant for me, in that I need to retreat to a safer distance out of the way and be cut off from the details and action a bit in order for other things to manifest accordingly. Some other things have happened that appear to be a preventative measure in order to keep it all in check and under control. I created something, therefore I have to stand back and watch it germinate, grow into what it is meant to become and eventually come to the ends it is meant to.
I have contemplated undoing the last jar spell and breaking the seal and destroying it and the contents, wondering if I may have went a bit too far with attempting to fix what was a massive and ongoing problem, my intentions were honorable and justifiable and more for others' good than my own. However the possible resulting actions and consequences of me undoing all of that work might be much worse off and cause every good thing that has come of it to come crashing down in a massive defeat and everything will literally go to hell in a hand basket, so I believe it is safer by just leaving it alone and allowing it to do its work. I do not want to screw up and undo all the good things that have happened thus far on a niggling doubt that I maybe overstepped myself in some way. I think if that were the case then none of my requests would have ever happened as they have already. If it's not broken then don't try to fix it and if its still working then leave it alone!
Considering how well it is still working, I suppose I have to take everything I am seeing with a heaping spoon of salt and accept that just maybe that is in fact what should be happening if that is what is needed to achieve the original goal. Who am I exactly to question or frown upon the Goddess and God's final decisions? I only asked for the outcome, how it happens to present itself and in what ways is entirely up to them to do as they see fit. Whether or not I agree or approve with the exact way it is carried out isn't really relevant so long as the original purpose and goal is achieved and completed. What I have to deal with as a result whether good, bad or something in between is also not just up to me and most likely also for my higher good even if I don't like some of it. I will update on this situation again soon when I see anything else is happening. For now, Blessed Be to All!
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