I will be more than happy to get this year behind me and start a new one! This week just keeps getting worse it seems, after last Monday's Pluto Uranus Square, it has been one mess after another. More drama and aggravation came in the form of another female relative two days ago, when someone called me after her and her spouse had been arguing and she has been drinking again..I have no interest or patience with drunken raging and ranting, I am more than done with that particular situation I have listened to that broken record off and on for about 15 years now and I really I wish that scenario would just end and be done! It is not my situation or my problem to solve or change and never was to begin with.
A week or so ago I actually had a dream depicting a very similar situation concerning this one relative, and what may have happened had I or my son would have been there, or what may still happen if I go over there, which is why I am holding off about going to visit relatives for the holidays. I have no intention of walking into a warzone or allowing my child to be anywhere near it or involved in it. That situation affects everyone that knows them in negative ways and only stirs the shit pot that much more.
I personally just want to go back to my work that I have had to put on hold, write on my books, start some new work projects, and focus on manifesting positive and productive energy into our lives. That is going to be tonight's intention while I am working in the circle. This is the longest night of the year and I intend to manifest something positive and get rid of things, people, and situations that no longer serve a place or purpose and do nothing but cause a hindrance.. I seriously might just stay home for the holidays and go nowhere or visit anyone. I have no interest in being made responsible or having the responsibility of everyone else's issues and problems thrust onto me as if I have the power and wherewithal to fix or change it.
I see others in my social circle dealing with similar issues and that aggravates me as I feel like they too should be allowed to move on with their own lives in a positive direction and be relatively free from worries, stress, and negative situations and people that are bringing them down and they should not have to be dragged along into other people's problems and troubles that are not their burden to be carrying. Our own little world is heavy enough to carry let us not have asteroids and black holes attached! I bid everyone good day and Bright Blessings, I will be back soon to update and hopefully the next post will contain much happier news to report.
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