The Full Moon we just had did not go well for me, I spent the entire weekend laid up in bed with a 100 degree temperature and broadsided by a horrendous migraine headache that crippled all sense of cognitive functions. I'll spare the details but let me just say my bed and the porcelain bowl was the farthest trip I made for at least 36 hours. It took until Monday before I was gingerly eating and keeping fluids down and I had any energy to attempt to do chores or anything else that required significant concentration and effort and even summoning that much energy made me exhausted. I detest the headache demon with a passion! Whatsoever evil vile entity that causes that kind of misery can go back to the underworld and stay there and never visit me again!
I regret that I was unable to do my usual ritual work and spells for the Full Moon that I make a habit of. My charm bags, crystals, and other tools went untouched and I am usually very particular about keeping everything charged, anointed, blessed, and working properly. I suppose God and Goddess had some divine intention for the lapse in routine? I may have divinely been intercepted and struck down sick in order to keep me at home and away from everyone and everything due to some disaster that may have happened to me had I left my home or went out anywhere, or to prevent me from seeing or having contact with someone or something that was not good for me for the whole 2 days? I hate to think that at some point before the weekend I somehow came into contact with some malicious energy or was a victim of someone's negative will or intentions that I brought home with me and was not aware of it, or that some low level negative thing attached itself to me and hijacked my physical body? Those are possible scenarios for suddenly coming down sick from out of nowhere especially if you were fine in the hours or days beforehand.
I remember that earlier in the evening on Saturday, before I got the headache, I had sent one of my son's friends home because of a issue that came up over them not behaving like I had specifically asked, and he was originally going to spend the night and I decided against it so I called his mother to come get him, of which she was angry with me and drove off from my house in a temper..it was not my problem her child could not do as I asked so yes I had the right to send him back home. Before he even came over to the house I already had the feeling I didn't really feel like having to see or talk to anyone and I was not in the mood for company or having to go anywhere or see anyone if I could avoid it. I didn't realize why or what the reason was for that until later. By later that night about 11 pm the temperature, and a mild headache had started and I said to myself I would just take some Tylenol and go to bed and maybe by the next day I would feel better but obviously that was not what was going to transpire for the next day and a half. As of right now I feel fine as if nothing ever happened to me and I was never sick to begin with.
Perhaps I will just use the next two weeks until the New Moon that will come May 18th, to work on Cleansing of my home and ritual space, or focus on Banishing, Road Opening, and Unblocking work. The Money Uncrossing Spell comes to mind again, as does the Financial Road Opener Spell that I never got around to posting. I will definitely get to that soon, because I have no errands and only a few unfinished chores to catch up on so I will have time to squeeze in a new post. For now my lovelies I am going to bed. I still feel tired and I have to get up at 6am tomorrow and start a new day. Bright Blessings Everyone and I will return soon!
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