That is my new term for the week, "Samhain Experience"..meant to describe a paranormal or spiritual event that one experiences in relation to the thinning of the veil during the time period, when most of us witches and pagans celebrate the holiday of Samahin, pronounced "Sow-en" and many other ways depending on where you are from in the world. The veiled portals between spiritual and mundane worlds thins and opens completely during the month of October and all the way up to the first week of November, peaking between October 30th and November 2nd, and allows various types of spirits of the departed and even the not-so-departed to enter the "human" world quite freely and frequently. Some are our loved ones that have passed on, some are ancestors from many generations and lifetimes past, and there are those that are not so inclined to be nice when they come through to visit, they are the ones that that possess dark energies and they have negative and malevolent intentions and this is the right time for them to get a free pass into the world to attempt to wreck and ruin our lives and cause havoc and mayhem until they get sent back from whatever level of the spirit world they came from. there are so many of these low level and negative types of energies and entities that I can't possibly name them all!
People like me, the Empaths, Clairvoyants, Receptive Mediums, and Sensitives, occasionally have a hard time when this time of year comes about, because spiritual activity of all types and deviations increases by literally ten -fold and so doesn't our ability to sense and attract these spiritual energies like bees to a honey pot. I had my first "Samhain Experience" today..it's a week before the actual day of Samhain, and three days before the next full Moon. Earlier today I had a dream that really threw me for a minute. I saw my deceased father today. The old man has been gone for three years now, and very rarely have I seen or experienced his presence in any form of spiritual manifestation. I was pretty surprised at this dream and I wrote down details the second I got to a pen and paper. I very rarely see dead relatives or anyone I once knew that are actually dead in a dream, so to me the sight of them is pretty important, even if it does give me the heebies...normally the sight, experience or manifestation of spiritual energies and entities doesn't bother me much, as I have seen my share of that in this lifetime,but seeing and getting to speak to the immediate relatives is quite the deeply personal matter.
In this dream, I am going on a ATV trip with one of my cousins, and his friend, we are near a well known river, riding through back roads, and somehow I am separated from them, and I find myself going fast as I can drive down a hard and bone jarring trail as if my life depends on it, and taking a sharp turn, and going down a very clear cut and steep path that is made of trees that form wound together, circular shaped, canopies above me like a living tunnel. I come out of this canopied tunnel and drive roughly across a field, the field and the trails are hard to navigate and I am sore and tired, and I end up finding my way to my grandparent's back yard, and it is like I somehow barely made it there to start with, as I am exhausted like I just made a 100 mile trip and I am about to collapse, and there in the garage, sits my deceased father. He was working on a lawn mower, and when he was alive, he spent his last few months before his passing, living in the very same garage that was renovated into a living space. He looks at me, very confused and bewildered at the sight of me, asks me "How did you get here and what are you doing?" I am explaining how I got there, he reacts as if he already expected to hear this explanation, shrugs and waves it off, and then he abruptly asks me if I have any spare change for smoking tobacco, because he is out, and I am digging through my wallet, I pull out a $10.00 bill and hand that to him, and while I am putting back what money I have left, which is a $5 bill and three $1 bills, then I find a very odd looking $4.00 bill, amazed I look at him and show it to him and ask him "Is this real where did it come from?" he says " I don't know it might be." (Does anyone know if $4.00 US Paper Bills have ever existed in US currency?) So I say to him "Well I will keep it, and ask around and find out it might be worth something" and I am looking at this weird money bill and on the back of it on a corner there are words scribbled on it that says "So Cute!" Where that wording came from on the weird dollar bill I don't know, but I think the old man used to say something similar to express to very rarely heard sentiment of fondness. The old man was not one to speak of love or anything resembling affection.
I woke up after this point and lost all view and experience of this dream and the conversation with my long gone old man, by my buzzing cell phone. which was set to go off so I could wake up and start my spell work for tonight, and that is now done. I hurried up and wrote down the dream details so I can keep a record of it, and write on here to tell y'all of my possible journey to another world. Stuff like this makes me question if we actually die in our sleep momentarily..in order to cross over and actually speak to our deceased relatives? I can't think of too many scenarios where we just spontaneously get to speak with dead relatives, aside from it being so close to Samhain.
Now in real life I have not been trail riding on a ATV in years, and nowhere near that river area, and I don't actually foresee myself riding anywhere with my cousin and to my knowledge there are no trails that lead down to my grandparents home from that river area and even if there are then yes that would be literally miles of riding and going through Goddess knows what kind of terrain just to get through. If by chance my cousin happens to ask me to go with him on some wild adventure..I may not go and decide to tell him why he and his friend should maybe not go either. I don't like to think I might lose my cousin or something will happen to me from a ATV accident somewhere on the river if I could somehow prevent it from happening to begin with.
As I mentioned earlier it is 3 day before our next Full Moon on October 27th. this was the Friday I did my monthly Money Drawing spell, and I also worked on my St Martha and St Holy Death petition that I mentioned a few posts back. Again all of my candles burned very strongly and very high, suggesting some very good favor and potential successful results later. I asked for my sales of my books on Smashwords and Amazon to increase substantially, and for me to be able to pass that transcription exam for that new work from home job that I have my eyes on, and for the other application that I put in for a similar job to be approved. I need that Yuletide money very much, so I can start doing the holiday gift shopping earlier this year instead of last minute! I am going to go for now, and I will return again very soon! Bright Blessings everyone and have a great weekend!
No comments:
Post a Comment